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What Got Me Interested In Mouthsoaping- The Kid at Work Link to Part 3 -Spank Me Over Your Knees Well this is another embarrassing but true experience in my life that my spanking buddy Jordan was responsible for, trying to embarrass and humiliate me by exposing my spanking fetish to my college age employees!!!!   I used to own a business and hired a bunch of college age guys.  I was really surprised that so many of them still got their asses spanked in this day and age.  I always thought that spanking was a thing of the past ending in the 1980's or 1990's!   Certainly not in the rural farming community that my business was in!    Spanking was alive and well in those small towns and those country boys were certainly familiar with spankings! Several of them openly talked about the belt whoopin's they got at home.  Yeah, my dick would often get hard thinking about their firm little butts getting spanked with their dad's belts, or thinking about them taking their belts to my naked ass!    My true interest in mouthsoapings began with a spanking conversation I had with one of those 19 year old college students named Payton.   (If you've read the other posts in this series you'll know that as I post more and more face pictures of myself online, that I'm expecting my spanking fetish to be exposed to someone I know  Or as I post real photos of someone like the one above of Payton and he sees it or someone he knows sees it, and figures out I get stripped and spanked, it's only inevitable! In fact I think I'm subconsciously hoping someone recognizes me and takes matters into their own hands, so to speak, giving me the humiliating spanking that I both crave and deserve! I've always thought it would be the ultimate humiliation to be stripped naked and spanked by someone I know.  Someone I have to face on a regular basis. Not someone who's another spanko like I the spankers I meet with now, but an ordinary friend!   Yeah just imagine my shame when I have to face that friend time and time again and we both picture me naked over their knees with a bottom that they spanked raw red!    Perhaps someone like Payton or one of the other young men in this story!   Someone I used to be in charge of - and would now be in charge of my bare naked ass instead!  And as you'll read in this part of the story, that's exactly what I think Payton had in mind for me!   When I was in college, a friend actually started to spank me!   I ignored him but I guess he felt awkward as he was doing it and he stopped.  I often wondered if I resisted,  he might have considered it a challenge and would have continued my spanking.  Just maybe, if I provoked the situation, I might have got that embarrassing spanking from him or someone I knew. So the posts in this series are my way of making sure that if someone that I know sees them, they don't hesitate to give me that humiliating spanking they've probably always thought I've deserved!   I want them to know they should spank me and make it as embarrassing as possible for me.  Strip me buck ass naked.  Put me on display in front of others for their amusement.   Use the techniques depicted in these posts and truly enjoy my naked shame and humiliation the way I used to enjoy watching other guys get spanked when I was a kid!)  I have always been afraid to tell this story in my blog.  It's a true story!  While it's an exciting story to tell, I'm still terrified to tell it! I'm especially terrified that Payton or one of the other guys that worked for me or someone that knows them will see their pictures and show it to them.  Then they will all know I get spanked now and get turned on by spanking and all the other things in my blog.  Not only that, but that I got a boner thinking about the spankings they told me they got!   But the thing I fear most is the very thing I know will eventually happen.  That they will give me that embarrassing naked spanking I've always deserved.  That they will personally spank me in the most embarrassing way and enjoy every minute of my shame!   That my fantasies of that ultimate spanking humiliation will become a reality! In an old post I mentioned a time an online buddy of mine figured out what and where my business was and told me he was going to come to my business and spank me right in front of all those college boys at work.   Not only spank me in front of them but encourage them spank me too.  At first I was sick to my stomach when he told me what he was going to do to me. Then after a week or so I came to accept my fate and came to accept that I was going to be stripped and humiliated in front of all of them!   That I was going to be personally spanked by each one of those young men!  That they would remember my naked shame forever!    Then after about 10 days he told me he was just messing with me! Only this time I'm sure it will be for real! Once they see my posts, there will be no taking it back! There would be no messing around with me!   I'll be getting stripped and spanked for real!  I can only imagine the smirks of satisfaction that will spread across these young guy's faces as they realize their boss's naked ass is going to be theirs to strip and spank however want to! As often as they want to!   As soon as I publish the post, every time I get a text message or my phone rings I'll wonder if my luck has run out.  I'll wonder if it's gonna be spankin' time for me? And when it happens my face will be as red as my ass is about to be!       I often got a boner thinking about Payton and the other college boys from work spanking me.  Spanking me just the way they got spanked at home!   Above is a photo manipulation I made, depicting a fantasy I've had of them spanking me.  That's a real photo of me standing naked in the corner.  That's Payton on the left with the belt in his hand. You'll read later in this story how he made some comments to me about wanting to take his belt to my ass!   The guy on the right with the paddle in his hand, also expressed an interest in paddling when we were talking about it one time.  He would drop his pants and moon everybody both at work and when he was out with his friends.  He certainly wasn't shy about getting naked so I'm sure he wouldn't be shy about spanking me naked either!   The guy in the red shirt got arrested for not showing up to court one day and although he didn't come right out and say it, he suggested he got a strip/cavity search in county jail that day!   He made sure we knew it was the most humiliating day of his life!   So if he had me at his mercy for a spanking, I'm sure he would enjoy stripping me and giving me a cavity search too so I could experience some of that naked shame myself!   All of them were familiar with spankings so I'm sure they would thoroughly enjoy stripping their boss naked and giving me a most humiliating spanking! Now back to the actual spanking conversation I had with Payton.  Payton and I were driving in the car one day and the office called on the phone to say one of the high school kids that worked for me called to said he was going to be late because he got a detention and had to stay after school.  These guys were constantly getting detentions and were coming to work late because of it!    After the call, Payton and I started talking about school detentions.    I never got a detention in school, but I told Payton that when I went to school a guy rarely got a detention. That was the truth.  I didn't get in trouble in school myself, but the guys I went to school with, often did.   The teachers didn't want to sit around after school with you so they just burned your ass with a paddle instead!  You didn't get an option. Well when I told Payton how guys got paddled instead of getting detentions, it caught me completely off guard when out of the blue, he asked, "Did you ever get paddled?" I was like a deer caught in headlights.   In fact I purposely avoided conversations like that and here it was just him and me and Payton asked that question!   You see the problem was I was never spanked as a kid, and I never got paddled in school! In fact I made it until I was 47 years old without ever getting a spanking and I couldn't just tell the kid his boss meets with other men now to get his bare bottom spanked!   I was afraid to just make something up and say I got paddled as a teen!  What if Payton wanted to know details about my spankings?    Trying to come up with a story on the fly, I could get caught up in a series of lies and he'd know I was making it all up! Sure I talked to other guys about the topic before, but they were into spanking like me! I never talked to a "vanilla" person before about spanking!   I felt a vanilla person would see right through me and somehow realize I was sexually turned on by spanking!  And that would be way too embarrassing and the thought of that just terrified me!   Well at that time, at least I thought Payton was "vanilla".   I was about to find out otherwise!     I'd be so humiliated if someone who wasn't a spanko themselves knew that I got sexually turned on by watching someone get a spanking or worse yet having someone else give me a spanking!   Payton and I were talking about school paddling right before he asked that question and I never got paddled in school so I figured the safest thing to say was, "No"!     The conversation just dropped like a lead balloon and then there was some awkward silence.   I have a feeling at that point in time, Payton was like me and was somewhat afraid to have a conversation about spanking too. Perhaps spanking turned him on too! But whatever it was, neither of us were ready to initiate "The Spanking Conversation".  Or at least not confess we got spanked! Now here's where my online buddy Jordan's diabolical plan came into play!   I've mentioned my friend Jordan several times in my blog.  Jordan got the most humiliating spankings from his dad well into young adulthood, so he understands humiliation when it comes to spanking and he knows how to push my buttons.    He always had to strip buck ass naked for his spankings and it didn't matter who was there when he got spanked.    His dad purposely waited to spank him until his younger brothers were around for the deterrence effect it would have on them, to keep them in line and let them know what would be in store for them if they misbehaved!    Now getting spanked in front of his younger brothers was embarrassing enough for Jordan, but what was really humiliating was getting spanked bare in front of his own friends if they were around at the time!   Yeah just imagine a young adult having to strip buck ass naked and bend over his dad's knees like a little kid, while his buddies watched and laughed!  They could see him yelling, his legs kicking, his big dick and balls flopping around, everyone getting glimpses of his butt hole too!    To make things even more humiliating for Jordan, ever since his late teens, he started getting boners when he got spanked!    I would have died of shame if my friends knew my dick got hard from getting a spanking!  (And yeah, my dick got hard just thinking about a spanking!) Just picture Jordan standing there getting a belt spanking with his boner bobbing in front of him and all his friends laughing at him because they can see how turned on he got getting spanked!  Or laying over his dad's knees with his boner pulled back between his legs in plain view as he's squirming around from the spanking!   So Jordan is very familiar with spanking humiliation and experienced it himself first hand.  And he knows I managed to avoid anything to do with that humiliation my entire life and feels I deserve it now and he was on a mission to make sure I endured it in some manner!     So I started telling Jordan about the conversation I had with Payton that day and how he asked me if I ever got paddled!  Jordan is a young guy, at the time in his mid 30's.     We first met online when he was around 20 years old.    He's actually the one that coaxed me to get my first spanking when I was 47 years old. He knows how embarrassed I'd be to have a spanking conversation with Payton, so being the devious smart ass his is, he says, "But you have been paddled!  Just not in school.  It doesn't matter that you get paddled as an adult.  Payton has to know! You have to tell him!"   I couldn't believe Jordan wanted me to tell Payton that I get spanked, but then it shouldn't surprise me.  This wasn't the first time Jordan wanted me to expose my spanking fetish to those young guys at work!    There was another young man named Billy that Jordan wanted me to annonymously email a picture of my naked spanked ass to one time.  But he didn't persist that time with Billy like he was doing now!    Like Payton, Billy also made some comments that made me think he was interested in spanking.  He was also into bondage.  He had a friend handcuff him naked to his bed one time and told us about it at dinner.  He wasn't even embarrassed to talk about it with me!     He also wasn't shy about getting naked around his friends. He'd strip naked and chase them around hotel rooms.  They would freak out and run from him!    I was always turned on thinking about being spanked over a tall guy's knees.  At Billy's height I'd be dangling over his knees unable to touch the floor with either my hands or my feet!   I'd certainly be feeling like quite the little boy if he gave me an over the knee spanking!   As Billy got older he trained for obstacle course races and got quite muscular.  He was also a mixed martial arts cage fighter so I wouldn't be helpless to stop him from manhandling my naked ass  if he wanted to strip me and spank me!   Jordan did get me to leave paddles out a couple times hoping Billy would see them and get the idea of spanking me with them.  I could only imagine the fun Jordan was having as he was getting me to do this latest "challenge".  Jordan definitely wanted me to tell Payton that I'd been paddled and this time he wasn't going to let it go!   He wanted me to humiliate myself in front of the kid!   We both knew Jordan was somehow going to convince me to do this!    He has this amazing ability to get me to do spanking or naked exposure related things.  Like when Jordan got me to do the naked self spanking dares he challenged me to do outside at work.   Or the time he got me to go to the hospital for an MRI with a red spanked ass knowing I'd have to get naked and wear one of those hospital gowns that never stays closed in back!   He gets off on making me risk humiliating myself!  During Jordan's 2nd dare challenge, Payton was scheduled to start work just minutes after I finished up the dare!   It was a good thing Payton never arrived to work early.  Otherwise the fantasy scenario depicted in the photo manipulation below, depicting what might have happened if Payton caught me doing Jordan's naked dare just might have become a reality!  Just imagine if Payton or some  local country boys caught me naked outside at work that day and texted their friends to come over there so they could have some fun with my naked ass and give me a real spanking!    Yes I actually wore a sign around my neck saying to give me the real spanking I deserved so that if someone did catch me, there would be no doubt in their mind what they should do to me.  If they caught me I wanted them to know that they should give me a real spanking!    This next picture is a collage of real photos of some of the young guys that worked for me.   That's why I say these latest pictures are the ones that are going to get me caught and expose my spanking fetish to them!   Even if they aren't the ones to find my blog, perhaps one of their friends may see their photos and show my blog to them!   Most of these guys were familiar with getting their butts spanked at home and would have enjoyed turning the tables on their boss and spanking my ass red!  If you look at the guys in the photos below, you can see the smirks on many of the guys faces.   Seeing those smirks on their faces would cut right to my core if I was naked and red faced, and over their knees  for a long hard spanking!     Jordan has an alpha male personality.  While I'm somewhat dominant at work and in "vanilla" life, I'm turned on by and enjoy submitting to the authority of a man who takes charge when I get a spanking. So when Jordan told me to tell Payton I've been spanked he was in charge and he knew I would submissively do exactly as I was told!   While I tried talking my way out of having this conversation with Payton. both Jordan and I knew I was going to do anything even somewhat reasonable that he ordered me to do, even if that meant humiliating myself in front of Payton   He just kept pressuring me saying that I have been spanked and that Payton has to find out!   Like a little kid pleading with my dad, I tried reasoning with Jordan, telling him I can't just go up to Payton and say that I get naked and let other men spank me as an adult, but Jordan didn't care. Jordan wanted me to experience the shame of telling someone I know that I got spanked!  He wanted Payton to see my face turn red with shame!    He told me I could make something up like I lost a bet and got spanked for it, but kept insisting that Payton had to find out that I've had my bare ass paddled!    I even tried telling Jordan that I already told Payton that I wasn't paddled, but Jordan didn't care about that either!  He just insisted that I tell him!   As humiliating as this conversation with Payton was going to be, deep down I knew Jordan was right! That I had to tell the kid his boss has had his ass spanked!  But I never told anyone that before!   If only I got those spankings as a teenager it wouldn't be so bad, but I got spanked as a grown man!   I just had to figure out a way to tell the kid without telling him that,  and make it believable!   The idea of telling Payton I got paddled was becoming somewhat exciting and it was starting to turn me on too,  but it was also as scary as hell!  The hard part was figuring out how was I going to do this after I already told him I wasn't paddled.      Payton is a skinny kid, about 5'10" and  about 155 lbs.  He's in shape , he's strong for his size, he looks good, he knows it and he lets everyone else know it too.  He has that kind of an attitude.   He has a sweet ass that's in perfect shape and that little ass of his just begs to be spanked.   Plus he's mischievous and deserves to get his ass spanked too.   But it's not Payton's ass we were talking about getting spanked - it was mine!   Jordan had challenged me and I knew I had to follow through!  And ever since I completed Jordan's first naked dare, somehow I'm sure Jordan knew I was going to do this challenge too,   He was just waiting to find out how I was going to pull it off!   I'm sure he was laughing his ass off knowing how humiliated I was going to be doing it!    The next day when we were driving back from lunch, I got another phone call.   It was the mom of a high school kid that worked for me.   She was planning to take her son's car away from him as punishment for something he did and would have to drive him to work.   She wanted to know if I'd schedule him around her own work schedule so she could drive her son to work. That's when the idea hit me!  You see, when I was in high school, my parents took my own car away from me.  I deserved to be spanked just for the way I used to drive that car but that's entirely another story!  I don't remember what it was I did to earn the punishment, but I was really mad about it.  A car was probably the most important thing to me at that age!  ​ A photo of my car that my parents took away from me as an older teen! My friends called it the "burnout car" because it had a 6.6 litre V8 engine and could easily burn rubber.     Being the brat that I was back then, and in dire need of a spanking,  I simply refused to go to school until I got my car back. Now if I had got my ass spanked at home back then I wouldn't have dared pull a stunt like that, but I knew I was relatively safe from spanking, at least at home, so I got away with it. Now if my buddies tried doing that, they would have been stripped bare and had their asses absolutely blistered! But I ended up staying home from school for three days. Each day the principal called my dad at work asking why I wasn't in school. All my dad did when he came home from work, was yell at me. Getting yelled at was all that ever happened to me growing up.  Or the threat of a spanking, or an occasisional mouthsoaping!   Like I said, I felt pretty safe from spanking as a punishment, so getting spanked for it never even crossed my mind.  Eventually, by the third night, my dad smacked me upside the head with his open hand a few times and told me to get my ass to school.  The only thing that made me go back to school was he said the principal wanted to see me before going back to class.  Now the principal was something I never even considered!!!   I hadn't even thought about the consequences that waited for  my ass when I got back to school!     Now I got that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, because the principal PADDLED guys for ditching school!   It was going to be really humiliating to get spanked for the first time and even worse to get it in SCHOOL and with a paddle!    But somehow I escaped that paddling too!   Yeah, "Mr. Never Gets Spanked" just got lectured by the principal too.   I guess because I had never even been in the office my entire school career he let me off with just a stern talking to that day! I thought for sure he was going to burn my ass with his paddle that morning! So, I got the idea of telling Payton that my dad paddled my ass that day instead of just yelling at me and slapping me upside the head. It would be a realistic way of telling him that his boss has had his ass paddled.   And since we were talking about paddling in school when I told him I hadn’t been spanked, it wouldn't look like I was making this up since this was a paddling at home. Jordan agreed to let me lie about that one fact but just insisted that I go through with this and tell Payton the rest of the story!   He was adamant that Payton had to be told that I have been spanked bare ass with a paddle! He wanted me to endure the humiliation of telling Payton that I got my pants pulled down for the spanking!  I didn't sleep that entire night trying to figure out what I was going to say and how I was going to do it, but I knew I had to follow through with this, and I was actually getting a boner just thinking about it. As humiliating as it was going to be for me, I agreed, Payton had to know I've been spanked! I planned out what I was going to say and this time I anticipated any question Payton might ask and got my story straight in my mind from every angle. This had to come off as if it really happened! I was so wound up thinking about the spanking conversation I was going to have with Payton,  I didn't sleep one wink.  I just played the story out in my mind over and over again until it was second nature.  Some more photos of Payton and his hot little butt!  Yes I often got turned on looking at Payton's hot little ass wondering if he got spanked.   I'd soon find out!   So here's what happened.    I was so nervous anticipating having a spanking conversation with a vanilla person!   Not just saying I got spanked but telling him all the juicy details of the spanking too!   Payton and I were working alone the next morning so I figured it was a good time. I felt really awkward bringing up spanking out of the blue, but I knew I had to do it   I decided to tell him that story but instead of saying my dad just yelled at me, I figured I'd tell him he spanked me too. Payton helped me make up the work schedule so it was like fate played a part in this whole thing.  I told him he'd have to do some strange things with the other kid’s work schedule because his mom was going to take away his car. Then I said that the other day when he asked if I was paddled at SCHOOL,  I said no, but since he asked I'd tell him about one of the times I did get paddled at HOME, and that was a time I had MY OWN car taken away. Payton was all ears. And he got that smirk on his face. The kind of smirk that a young guy gets when spanking is brought up! The same kind of smirk that I used to get on my face when I saw a buddy get spanked!  He was definitely interested and he wanted to hear how his boss got his ass paddled!  I have to admit my own dick was starting to get hard!  I told him about the "red paddle" my parents kept in the kitchen drawer - a true story. A red Fli-Back paddle - the one with the graphic of a  cowboy on a horse on it.     I explained it was one of those paddleball paddles, but not like the cheap ones they make today. I said it was real hardwood and thick. I described it in detail so Payton would know it would really hurt to get spanked with that paddle!   He was still all ears and I could tell he was eager to hear more about how I got spanked!  Looking back I think he may have been interested in paddles and that's why he asked if I ever got paddled.   I told him how my parents always threatened to spank me  if I misbehaved by asking me if I wanted them to go and get the "red paddle". That simple question would usually get me to change my behavior!  Then I told him the story in detail about how my car was taken away and how I told my parents I wasn't going to school until I got it back. He really had a smirk on his face when he heard that. He was probably thinking I did deserve to get my ass beat!  Maybe he was thinking he wouldn't dare say that to his dad!   I wonder if he was looking at my ass at this point, imagining what it looked like bare and spanked red, just like I often looked at his ass thinking about him being spanked!  I told him about the principal calling my dad at work and my dad coming home and yelling at me that first night. Payton just kind of shook his head when I told him that I stood my ground and told my dad I wasn't going to school until I got my car back!   Payton was probably thinking I definitely deserved to have my ass paddled! Then I told Payton I stayed home a second day and how my dad yelled again and told me I'd better go  to school. I told him that I told my dad again that I'd go to school when I got my car back. The kid made a "tisk" sound like he knew I was a brat and even HE felt I deserved a spanking. Having the conversation was especially hot for me because I fantasize about role reversal spankings where a younger guy not in authority turns the tables and spanks me. The sound effects Payton was making told me if it were up to him, he would have even spanked himself!   Then I told him that I stayed home the third day, and how my dad yelled again. All this was true. The next part is what I made up so he'd know I've been paddled. I didn't tell him my dad smacked me upside the head a few times but instead I told him I felt pretty smug when my dad turned around and left the room. That is until he opened that kitchen drawer and took out "The Red Paddle"!   Payton was practically drooling now and couldn't wait to hear all the humiliating details of how his boss got his ass spanked! I could see a huge grin spread across his face.  I wanted this to be as humiliating as possible for me, so I told Payton that my dad came back into my room, pulled down both my pants and my underwear, and bent me over his knees like a little kid.   Then I told him my dad spanked my bare ass with that red paddle.   Yes I used the word "spanked" because I wanted it to be embarrassing that I was given a spanking like a little boy!  Payton could picture me, about the same age as him, getting an embarrassing over the knee, bare bottom spanking and had a huge smirk on his face thinking that I finally got what I deserved.  And then I heard him actually start laughing!   Yeah Payton thought it was funny that I got spanked!  My face was burning red with shame right in front of him!   It was the first time someone was laughing at me because they found out I got spanked!  I can't say I didn't deserve having him laugh at me for all the times I smirked and grined when I watched my buddies get spanked growing up.  I can only imagine how Payton or any of those boys from work would laugh their ass off if they saw me getting spanked now!  It's exactly the kind of humiliation I deserve! There were a few moments of awkward silence, at least for me, and then I asked him if he ever got spanked. He finally stopped grinning and then and after a few seconds he said "Yeah, I got the belt. And it was awful"!      I was thinking to myself that at least it was more manly a way to get spanked than the way I just told him I got spanked, over my dad's knees bare ass like a little kid!  Although,  I have to admit my dick was getting hard again thinking about that sweet little butt of Payton's getting spanked with a leather belt!   Having never been spanked growing up  I self spanked for years just trying to see what a spanking might feel like and the belt always remained elusive to me.   I could give myself a pretty effective spanking with a paddle, but couldn't get an effective swing with a belt so I had no idea what a good belt spanking felt like.  I always feared a belt spanking.  Many times I saw my friends spanked with a belt and the sound a belt made whistling through the air and the loud crack it made when it connected with their bare bottom sounded so wicked!   My own dad used to snap his belt to scare me too!     Then Payton said he got his mouth washed out with soap all the time too and he said that was really awful!   It wasn't until later that he revealed more details about his belt spankings and mouthsoapings.     I confessed to him that I got mouthsoapings too. Which I did. I usually got my mouth washed out with soap and I'd get locked in my room. I just never got a spanking along with the mouthsoaping, but I didn't tell him that part.   The conversation ended there, for the time being, but I knew he'd tell everyone else that worked there and that all those young guys would soon know that I've had my bare bottom paddled,  over the knee, like a naughty little boy when I was their age!   . I'm sure they were all looking at my ass after that wondering what it looked like spanked bright red with a paddle!  And yeah, they did all find out because a few of them told me to tell others the humiliating story about how I got spanked!    Payton brought spanking up a few more times on his own so I had a feeling he was also into spanking. In fact I think most guys like to hear about other guys getting spanked.  But I think Payton was a little more into it than most guys.  He clearly made it a point, more than once, to be sure I knew he got "the belt" bare ass, and that turned me on even more!  Again, each time, he told me that getting the belt "was awful".  Payton also made sure to tell me all the details of his mouthsoapings too. This is when I started getting turned on by mouthsoapings!   He told me his dad soaped his mouth and then set a kitchen timer for 30 minutes! He never said any specifics, but my spanko mind pictured him standing at the kitchen sink with his pants and boxers still off, with that skinny red belted bottom of his on display as he endured his soaping punishment!   He had a couple older brothers too,  so from Jordan's spanking experiences, I also pictured Payton enduring the public humiliation of getting his mouth soaped bare bottom while they got to watch!   He repeated how the mouth soapings were "really awful"- even more awful than getting the belt.   He said he just stood there with the bar of soap in his mouth, drooling soap suds listening to the timer tick because he didn’t dare take it out of his mouth until the timer rang!  I imagined his brothers there laughing at him, teasing him about his red belted bottom, eager to tell on him if he took the soap out of his mouth before the timer rang. That's just the way brothers are!   He went on to describe how he’d try holding the bar of soap with his teeth to get it off of his tongue, but said how that just made things even worse because the bar was all soft and gooey by then and all it accomplished was caking the soap in his teeth and making it harder to rinse out!     My own mouth soapings only lasted a few minutes so I couldn't even relate to the horrible ordeal Payton was going through at the time.  Although I did know I truly hated mouthsoapings myself and they didn't turn me on in the least when I was a boy.  Unlike spankings, which even as a teenager, turned me on a lot,  I think a soaping like that, would be pure punishment for me! After Payton told me about his mouthsoapings, I actually started getting a boner when I thought about someone like Payton soaping my mouth and giving me a bare naked belt spanking!   The ritual that goes with the mouthsoaping turns me on too, just like the ritual of a spanking!  Things like being pulled by the ear to the sink, and cornertime with the soap still in your mouth like Payton had to do with the timer ticking!  Or even being spanked with the bar of soap in my mouth and being told the soap better not slip out!   Yeah after Payton told me about his mouthsoapings, I wanted to experience a mouthsoaping during a spanking as a grown adult!   I even tried a self soaping after hearing Payton talk about his punishments.  Of course I imagine my punishments administered naked in front of an audience for maximum humiliation!   The more humiliating a spanking, a mouthsoaping or any punishment is, the more effective it is!     Yeah Payton and some of those other guys from work would definitely have fun stripping me naked, soaping my mouth and taking turns spanking my butt bright red with their belts! There's a couple of those guys that I think are definitely interested in spanking themselves and Payton is one of them!   Here's why I say that. A couple months later, Payton walked into the office to ask me a question and I was ignoring him because I was concentrating on something else.  He got tired of waiting for me and just blurted out, "Don't make me get the belt!"  I mean, what 19 year old says that to his 60 year old boss? Yeah the kid was actually thinking about taking his belt to my ass!  My dick immediately got hard thinking about him spanking me.   I wonder if Payton was getting a boner too as he said it?  In reality I wanted him to spank me too, but for legal reasons, I just couldn't go there at the time!    Another time Payton and one of his coworkers were in one of my buildings, while I was talking to someone else. I glanced over where they were and Payton and the other guy took off their belts.   Payton folded his belt in half and pushed the two ends together to make that ass whipping sound of leather smacking skin.  The “Belt Snap”!   He looked right up at me as he did it. We made brief eye contact and Payton got that smirk on his face again.  It was like he was saying we both know you need this boss!  Payton took off his belt and started snapping the leather like this.   He looked right at me and got a huge smirk on his face!  Yeah the kid wanted to take his belt to my ass himself!   Yes, I admit it, I get turned on thinking about guys like Jordan, Payton and Billy dominating and controling me.  It gives me a boner thinking about alpha males like them stripping me and spanking me.  If they told me to strip and bend over their knees for a spanking today, I would eagerly obey them and submit to a spanking and mouthsoaping from them!   The other kid let his belt fall to full length and started whipping the floor. I heard this other guy got mad at traffic court one day, took off his belt and started whipping a tree outside the court house! Yeah both of those guys were into spanking ass!   And they both wanted to spank mine!  I don't know what it was, but I think Payton and a few of those guys sensed my true submissive nature! Perhaps it's just something an alpha male can sense.      Another picture of the guy on the left that was whipping the floor with his belt with Payton that day.   I think he would have enjoyed taking his belt to my bare ass too!  I would have enjoyed having him strip and spank me too!   I told the same story to a few other guys when they asked me if I got spanked and found out they were familiar with spanking too!   I went a bit further with couple of them and explained how you could get paddled bare naked in front of all your friends in the locker room. ​ Being a horny spanko at 18 years old,  I couldn't help popping a boner right there in the showers watching a guy get his ass burned with the paddle right in front of everyone. He got positioned like this for maximum humiliation and everyone else's enjoyment!  I couldn't help look right at the guy's exposed butt hole!   Luckily for me I showered quickly and was given a towel to dry with and I was able to dangle it in front of me when someone got paddled until I willed my boner back down!   Everyone else's attention was on the festivities at hand!   But my boner started coming back to life when I put the towel in the laundry bin and made my way back to my locker naked thinking about the spanking I just saw!    I told them to just picture the view everyone got of a naked guy, bending over, spreading his legs wide apart and grabbing his ankles for a paddling!  I didn't specify the body parts you could see, but they all knew!  After all, they were guys, and were fully aware of exactly what body parts were showing!   They smirked, chuckled and said,  "That's just not right!"  Out here in the country, most of these guy were spanked at home right into their early adult years. Unlike a lot of today's city kids, they were very familiar with spanking. And unlike me, weren't shy admitting they got spanked!  Mostly they got spanked by their dads, although some of them spanked each other when they were goofing around.    These country boys weren't shy about getting naked in front each other either or even getting naked in front of strangers.    Jake, Dan and Kyle.  Three of those redneck country boys that worked for me.  Jake on the left was like me and didn't get spanked at home.  However he was interested in spanking and asked me if I got "spankin's".  He told me he got to watch his older brother get spanked!   He also told me his two buddies Dan (middle) and Kyle (right) stripped him naked and spanked him when they were hanging out at his house one time.   They both got the belt from their dads and believed in spanking!  Kyle is a firm believer in the belt!   Dan is the most "redneck" of all and has a sweet little bubble butt and thin muscular legs.  I often thought about being naked over his knees having him give me a spanking.  I remember one time stopping at a gas station so they could use the bathroom.  There was only one bathroom and Jake and Dan broth ran in to a single person men's room  and pissed into the same toilet together. We all made jokes asking them if they crossed streams?   They certainly weren't bashfull taking their dicks out around each other or showing each other their asses!  Dan was always whipping his dick out and pissing in public!   Most guys their age are too shy to do something like that.  Gotta love those country boys!  Perhaps in a future post I'll tell some details about Kyle's experiences with the belt and those of Dan and his brother.  I needed the guy in the photo below to do something at work where he was going to get wet so I told him to bring a swim suit to work.   I couldn't believe it when he changed into the swim suit in the parking lot standing next to his pickup truck.   Now he didn't take off his pants, leaving his shirt on and then put the swim suit on.  He got buck ass naked!   He stripped off his shirt, pants, underwear shoes, and socks.  He took it all off and then put on the swim suit.   Right there in front of me, co-workers, and customers!   It was no big deal for him!   I had to admire his confidence and boldness!  I sure wish I could get naked in front of people and not have a second thought about it, especially at his age!  He got the belt at home too and got it bare ass.   He's a tall skinny ass guy and I often wondered if his little butt got spanked.  Sure enough, he admitted in that conversation he was familiar with getting "the belt" bare ass at home!  And he wasn't shy about getting naked in public!   These guys definitely have expressed an interest in spanking.   The other guy I was sitting with at the table told us about how his dad has a big waist and his belt is really long and was hard to get away from. One day he found a 4-5 foot piece of rope on the floor and started whipping the floor with it.  I wondered if he was imagining the floor was my ass! He's always talking about how some guys need an ass whipping and he probabIy thought I was one of them!     I'm pretty sure all of those guys would thoroughly enjoy seeing me get spanked or better yet have the opportunity to spank me themselves!   So yeah, these guys were no strangers to spanking and they believed spankings worked and thought more guys should be spanked!  Even older guys like me! That conversation with Payton is what started my interest in mouthsoaping.   After I confessed to him that I had in fact been paddled, I'm sure he was looking at my big butt wondering what it looked like bare and spanked bright red, just as I often looked at his skinny little butt and envisioned it painted red from his dad's belt.   And when I found out he got mouthsoapings along with the belt spankings I really got turned on by mouthsoapings!   At that time I still hadn't had my mouth soaped along with a spanking but it was on my list of things to experience.   If Payton or the other guys I told that lie to about getting spanked for getting my car taken away want to settle the score for me lying to them, I think a good mouthsoaping and bare naked belt spanking would be in order.   Or maybe they'd rather bend me over their knees and try out a paddle on my bare naked bottom, spanking me like a naughty little boy to humiliate me even more!  Although I would have enjoyed it, I didn't get the chance to see Payton's ass bare, but I did get the chance to see a few of those guys' bare ass and a couple of them buck ass naked at work!   It only fueled my fantasies even more!  Payton did seem very interested in paddles though, so perhaps he'd enjoy giving me a naked over the knee paddling or maybe both a belt whipping and a paddling.   I did actually get a real spanking for telling that lie though.   One of the guys that was spanking me at the time found out about that conversation with Payton and truly blistered my bottom for it. Buck ass naked in front of a group of other men!    But he didn't wash my mouth out with soap for telling that lie.  He was going to in a future spanking but I moved out of state and he never got the chance.  After he spanked me, he told me that the next time I tell that story about being spanked for refusing to go to school when my car was taken away, it will be true and he kept his word!    I've briefly mentioned that spanking in other posts in my blog but will tell the rest of the story some time in the future.   But if Payton or one of the other guy's that I told that story to, or anyone else that knows me wants to punish me for telling that lie about my dad paddling my ass, I guess I definitely deserve it!   Strip me bare, wash my mouth out with soap, and whoop my ass with your belts!   I'm sure you'll enjoy knocking me down a few pegs!  Make it very embarrassing, put me on display naked, and do it in front of others.  Paint my ass red! !  Having me totally naked will add to my humiliation and to add to your fun!  And if you want, I'll bring a couple paddles with so you can bend me over your knees and spank me like a little kid like I said my dad did.  It will be poetic justice!   Just contact me and tell me it's time that my lying ass gets punished.  I'll know exactly what you mean!   We'll both know what I have coming! If you're not interested in spanking me but recognize me in my posts, just contact me or text me and say you saw my blog and when we see each other my face will still burn red with shame knowing you saw me bare, exposed and spanked!  I really do deserve to have regular friends find out exactly how I get spanked!   Look for Part 5  - Wash My Mouth Out With Soap  

You Should  Spank Me Over Your Knees Like a Naughty Little Boy! If you didn't see Part 2 that I posted earlier this week:  Link for Part 2 - Strip Me Naked One of the most humiliating ways to spank a grown man in to bend him over your knees, buck ass naked, and spank him like a naughty little boy!  Since the humiliation of a spanking is what I crave most, that's the way I should be spanked!   While there are several humiliating ways to spank me, this is the way a naughty boy gets spanked and spanking a grown man in this juvenile way is certainly embarrassing.   There's a feeling of helplessness as I'm dangling over a man's knees.  It's easy to control me if I try resisting, merely by pinning my arm behind my back.   My legs can also be pinned and splayed wide apart exposing my most private parts adding more to my shame!    My big bare bottom thrust up high in the air, a perfect target for you to spank, and if you're tall my feet and hands won't even be able to touch the floor making me feel even more childish! (As I post face pictures, it's likely that someone who knows me will recognize me in the photos I upload.   If someone recognizes me, I think I'm actually hoping they will insist on giving me the naked public spankings I've always deserved! If that happens, I want to make sure they aren't shy and that they know I deserve to have them strip me and spank me in the most humiliating way and they should even nvite some other friends to participate to add to my shame!  The photos in these posts, unless noted in the captions are naked photos of me.)    Here I am being spanked over the knees of a much younger man.  I'm completely naked and feel foolish and like a naughty little boy!  Not only that, but it looks like I'm getting "excited" by being spanked. I'm sure the young man can feel my boner pressing against his leg and he'll be determined to use that paddle on my bottom until he feels it go away!   He's instructed me to spread my legs wide apart so I'm completely exposed during my spanking!    That adds even more to my humiliation, especially if there's an audience there!  He was 24 years old and I was 48.  It's very humiliating for a grown man to be spanked by someone half his age. But it just proves that you're never too old for a spanking!    The young spanker has me march naked across the room to bring him the next paddle he's going to spank me with.    It's humiliating knowing he's enjoying the sight of my red bottom wiggling as I walk across the room and that I'm obediently retrieving the next implement he's going to use to spank me with!   For me it adds to my embarrassment having to fetch the paddle naked and hand it to you.  You might also make me ask to be spanked every time you change implements. Making me tell you how much I deserve a long hard spanking with it!  I'm sure you'd enjoy hearing me admit out loud how even I think I should be given a spanking. It becomes especially embarrassing for me if other people I know are standing there listening to me beg for the spanking!    When you spank me, you might turn the paddle the other way to make sure every inch of my bottom is spanked good and red. This is especially effective for spanking the inner cheeks.  The area inside my butt crack.  Spread them apart and make them just as red as the rest of my bottom!  Or even run the edge of the paddle through my butt crack .   It reminds me just how exposed I am when I feel the paddle run through my crack and over my hole!   This young spanker knows from the personal experience of being on the receiving end of a spanking just what an erogenous zone the butt hole is!    He's rubbing the paddle back and forth over my hole and getting great satisfaction as he feels my dick get hard and begin to throb against his leg!   He knows I'm getting closer and closer to the edge and that I'm hoping I don't ejaculate just from the spanking I'm getting!  Especially if there's an audience watching!   That would be the ultimate shame for me - to  c.u.m  just from getting a spanking in front of my friends!  He's probably hoping to make me endure that shame and then the rest of the spanking will hurt ten times worse!   A spanking always hurts more after you c.u.m.   This young man is developing quite the boner himself, having an older guy like me naked over his knees for an embarrassing spanking!  It always turns me on knowing the spanker is turned on making my bottom red and sore!   Don't be shy about fondling and groping me during the spanking.  It will add even more to my humiliation if you're bold enough to reach between my legs and grab onto my "boy parts" and pull them back between my legs so everyone has a good view of them as you spank me!   Don't hesitate to grab and squeeze my bottom as you're spanking me!    Or even pull my cheeks apart so my most private place is exposed!   My butt hole!       The spanker below surprises me by reaching between my wide spread legs and grabbing and pulling on my dick!    I have no choice but to allow him to grope and fondle me as my spanking progresses.     Notice my positioning so my feet don't touch the floor making me feel like a helpless child as my legs flail around during my spanking.      Here he grabs and tugs on my balls between spanking me! It's all very humiliating!     To my horror, all this fondling starts to give me a boner!  I've always been afraid to have someone realize that getting a spanking makes my dick hard!   So you should do whatever you can to make me endure the shame of getting a boner while you spank me!  And when I do, be sure to tell everyone watching that my dick is getting hard and make sure everyone teases me about it! This spanker is fondling my balls as I'm obviously getting aroused over his knees!  And yes, there were a few other men there watching me get spanked and it added to my humiliation knowing they all saw that getting a spanking made my dick hard!    Feel free to grab and squeeze my bare red bottom during the spanking and spread my cheeks apart to expose my butt hole.  It adds to my shame and my punishment when I know everyone is looking right there and enjoying my total exposure!  A boy getting spanked doesn't deserve any modesty. Expose me and humiliate me!    If I'm tied down I can't even do anything if you rub your fingers through my crack and probe my hole! The humiliation is part of my punishment!  As an older teen, I sure enjoyed when a guy had to bend over and grab his ankles for the paddle, naked in the locker room.    His dick, balls and hole were exposed to everyone in the locker room when he had to spread his legs wide apart!   I often wondered what he felt like being exposed that way.  I always avoided that humiliation back then, but now it's my turn to be on the receiving end of that humiliating exposure!     In this photo the spanker is actually fingering my butt hole!   And yes there are other men there watching!  Embarrassment and humiliation are part of the punishment!    Don't be afraid to pull my cheeks apart and spank me right on my hole.   A hole spanking is both humiliating and painful!   Every part of my butt should be spanked bright red and that includes my crack and butt hole!     Yes, naked exposure is a key element in making a spanking effective for someone like me, so don't be shy.   Position me in ways that expose me in a most blatant way!  Especially if you brought a few buddies along to enjoy my shame!  Here are a few more pictures of me during an over the knee spanking with my face showing to increase the chances of someone recognizing me!  Getting naked yourself can also add to my humiliation.     Here I am naked over the young spanker's knees while he's also naked.   Our bare crotches are pressing against each other.  I can feel his arousal as he gets boned from spanking me and he feels my own boner pressing into his own lap!   It's not nearly as embarrassing for him to be aroused dishing out a spanking as it is for me to have a boner getting a spanking!  It's also turning me on even more knowing it's exciting him making my ass red with the paddle!     Another photo showing just how aroused the young man gets, taking a paddle to an old man's  ass and turning it good and red!  It definitely excites me too, knowing this young man is enjoying giving me a spanking!   The view the other men watching had of my face and buck ass naked shame as I got the spanking of my life over another man's knees at age 57!   No, a guy like me is never too old for a spanking!  I did manage to look up briefly, a couple of times, and some guys had looks of awe on their faces seeing me getting spanked so hard, and others has smug grins of satisfaction knowing I was finally getting the punishment I always deserved!   Having other see not only my red bottom  but also see my face and shame is key to an effective punishment spanking.    I posted this photo recently, but here it is again because it's essential that I have to endure the shame of facing the spanker and any audience.  Completely exposed and have to say out loud that I deserve a spanking!   It's that humiliation that I'm going to remember long after the sting of the spanking fades away!  Here I am standing in front of an audience with a bald dick the spanker just shaved in front of everyone as part of my punishment, being lectured like a naughty little boy as I'm nervously waiting to be bent over this man's knees to get my bare bottom truly blistered with that lexan paddle!  The lecture, suspense and dread are all part of the punishment and the so is the anticipation of the audience eager to see me get my comeuppance!         I have no choice but to do as I'm told as I'm ordered to stand on display as everyone admires the spanker's handiwork! He warned me before the spanking started that I wasn't going to get my clothes back until he was good and ready. He made good on his promise!   I had to stay totally naked in front of everyone with my bright red bottom on display for over an hour, while they all enjoyed my naked humiliation!  Naked exposure and humiliation are an essential part of any spanking!     If you recognize me in my posts, contact me and tell me that it's time for my spanking, order me to report to you and invite some other friends we know to join in on your fun.  The audience will make it more humiliating for me.   Strip me buck ass naked and make me endure that ultimate spanking humiliation. A spanking in front of people I know and have to face on a regular basis!  I'm sure you've often thought I deserved an embarrassing spanking so see to it that I finally get that humiliating spanking that you always wanted to give me and we both know I deserve. My face will burn with shame when you contact me, but what will really burn is my bottom when you and each and every one of you spank me!  Every time we see each other I will remember the shame of being spanked and put on display.  And all of you will remember the excitement and satisfaction of having me naked, at your mercy and under your control!  Yes, none of us will ever forget the day you stripped me buck ass naked, bent me over your knees and spanked me like a naughty little boy! Link to Part 4 - What Got Me Into Mouthsoaping: The Young Guy At Work    

You Should Strip Me Buck Ass Naked Link for Part 1 As I post more face pictures, I think I'm actually hoping a regular friend sees them, recognizes me, and wants to give me the naked spanking I deserve! The posts in this series are ideas for what someone should do to me to make my naked punishment as humiliating as possible in addition to the shame of getting a spanking!  The spanking itself is just part of the punishment.   Naked humiliation in front of others makes the punishment complete!   If someone recognizes me, I want to make sure they aren't shy and that they know I deserve to have them strip me and spank me in the most humiliating ways! They should even invite some other friends to participate to add to my shame! The photos in the posts, unless noted in the captions are actual photos of me, so enjoy my naked exposure!    When we meet, strip me totally bare.  Don't leave me with even a stitch of clothing on!   I mean not even my watch or socks left on.  I should be punished buck ass naked so I'm completely exposed in front of everyone.  Exposure and humiliation are an important part of any spanking.   If I'm being spanked, I deserve absolutely no modesty and any audience there will enjoy seeing me completely exposed, so spank me naked!   One option is to strip me yourself .   It's embarrassing for me, a grown adult to stand there like a little boy while you undress me letting me know I have absolutely no control over what's going to happen to me. It's also downright humiliating when I'm being spanked by a young man half my age, like in the photo below and he's undressing me himself!  Yes, I'm getting spanked, I'm going to be buck ass naked, and I have no control over how it all happens!     Don't hesitate to feel my bottom, spread my butt cheeks apart  or run your fingers through my crack and over my hole while you're undressing me.  It lets me know exactly how exposed and vulnerable I am, and reminds me that I'm not in control of my own body!   It will add even more to my shame!       I'll want my humiliation to be over as quickly as possible, but take your sweet time, undress me slowly and prolong my agony!     Let me see the smirk on your face as you undress me!   Tell me how much you're going to enjoy spanking my bare naked bottom raw red!       Don't even let me kick my briefs off.   Bend down and instruct me to lift my feet off the ground so you can personally remove my underwear.   I'll be embarrassed having your face almost touching me, knowing you're looking right at my exposed "boy parts"!   How humiliating to have the young spanker's face right in front of my boner as he removes my underpants.   The other option is that you could make me undress myself while you enjoy the show, instructing me to slowly remove my clothes, one piece at a time.  You could have me put my hands behind my head and slowly turn around so everyone can get a good look at me.   Some say it's equally embarrassing for me to participate in my own punishment, exposing myself because you ordered me to strip!   The series of photos below are of me being ordered to strip for a real punishment spanking. Adding to my shame there were eight men there watching my punishment and hearing me confess what I did as a teen and how I got away with it. Until that day! The other men were all eager to see me get the spanking I should have got when I was a teen!  In the first picture below, I'm sitting on a stool in only a pair of tighty whities confessing what I did and telling everyone how my dad should have spanked me for it 40 years ago.  It was quite the incredible feeling knowing those briefs were going to come right off and I was going to get spanked bare, right in front of everyone!  That was the first time I experienced that feeling of impending doom knowing my bare ass was going to pay for my actions with a spanking!  Something I knew should have happened to me many times in my youth but never did!   Something I enjoyed watching happen to my friends but never experienced myself!  Sitting there in my tighty whities getting scolded for my behavior knowing those briefs are about to come off leaving me completely bare in front of everyone for the punishment spanking they are all eager to see me get!   A grown adult spanked like a naughty little boy right in front of all of them!   It's certainly something I deserved many times before but always avoided.  I won't be avoiding it this time!  Imagine my shame as you order me to stand up and strip!   I hesitate as I hook my thumbs in the waistband of my briefs and start pulling them down, exposing myself as ordered for my spanking.  Knowing every set of eyes in the room are right on me, waiting for me to expose myself for their enjoyment!  Just the way I used to enjoy my friend's exposure when they got spanked!  Now the tables are finally turned! How embarrassing, it even looks like I have wet precum stains on my briefs.  I must be excited about the entire ritual of being lectured, stripped and the thought of the spanking I have coming!    First, my big bare bottom comes into view - the target of my punishment.  But everyone is also eager to see my penis pop into view, snagged in the waistband of my briefs.   Guys like me that only have an average or smaller size penis, are shy to have everyone see it.   But I'm going to be spanked naked and every part of me is going to be exposed during my punishment!  Total exposure is essential to an effective spanking.    Don't just have me pull my briefs down, have me take them completely off.   Spankings should be given buck ass naked.   That way my legs can be spread wide apart during the spanking exposing my crack and butt hole too.       Have me hand over those undies and put them with the rest of my clothes where I can't get to them.   Tell me I won't be needing any clothing for quite some time because I'm going to be bare naked for the duration of my punishment.   Boys like me that are being punished don't have any need for clothing no matter who drops by.  The more people that see me being punished bare, the more I'll remember to behave in the future!     You might just have me stand there exposed and bare while you describe what my punishment might entail.    I'll feel awkward,  full of nervousness,  unsure of what to do with my hands as I accept my fate.   I might even toy with my dick or balls out of nervousness.   But don't let me hide them! Out of nervousness I clench my penis and balls as I sit exposed in front of everyone hearing how I'm going to lose my pubic hair!   Or perhaps I'm subconsciously "playing" with myself right in front of everyone thinking about the shame!     Then have me stand bare in the center of the room with my hands behind my head and tell me how much you're going to truly enjoy turning my big bare bottom good and red!   Expose me front and back!   It's essential that the shame in my face is exposed too!   How humiliating that I have a boner because I'm going to get a spanking!  Someone like me that gets "excited" by spanking, deserves to be spanked good and hard in the most humiliating ways, and that's exactly what I'm going to get!  You're going to make sure of it!       Take a good long look at me from all sides and let me see the smirk of satisfaction spread across your face knowing you're about to make me endure the ultimate spanking humiliation and that you're really looking forward to it!  I'll remember that smirk every time we see each other in the future!   So many times I got off on thinking about guys like you getting spanked, knowing my own butt was safe from that kind of bare bottom discipline.  Now it's your turn to get off on personally seeing to it that I'm on the receiving end of what I thought was so fun to watch.   Now it's time for my spanking to begin.    Bend me over your knees and give me the most humiliating spanking of my life!   In Part 3 we'll discuss how to give an old fashioned over the knee spanking with a paddle or brush!    It will put an older boy like me firmly in my place! Link for Part 3 - Spank Me Over Your Knees Like A Naughty Boy

Generally, I like a spanking to be OTK, begin with just hand, with an early break for 3-5 min., then steady for at least 15 min. Rhythym is important. Not too fast, but not too slow, and not too much feely-rubby. Favorite is small paddle (like Jokari) or short handled bathbrush ("sauna brush") but other implements for variety. Should be mostly right up to the level of "bearable," but definitely hard enough to be really reddening and painful. Towards the end, it should get right there to the line, where there's squirming and crying (not tears, but involuntary "bwah-hah-hah" crying. Shorter spankings can be fine for spice, but a good hard spanking like this (or variants, including paddling over a bench)... at least once a week. Doesn't ALWAYS happen, but I try with my partner to make sure I get this. For him, it's similar but less often; he is more often the spanker.  Interested in comments and similar/different experience  (Image not us; just an illustration). 

What would have made this more humiliating is if my own friends spanked me or watched! Why I Deserve to Get Spanked By A Regular Friend! If you've read my other posts you'll know that I've always felt that the ultimate spanking humiliation would be to get spanked in front of, or by ordinary friends from "vanilla" life!  I'm starting to think that  spanking is a pretty common fetish and have even suspected that some of those "vanilla" friends are into spanking too. In fact I think most guys would enjoy seeing a buddy get stripped and spanked. Part of the fun of spanking a buddy was foricbly stripping him.  Exposing him bare to everyone!    I was always to shy to bring to bring spanking up in conversations, and I guess,  my friends were too. It was just a topic you didn't talk about.  I've been spanked many times in front of other guys that I met at a "spanking connection", but it's not the same, humiliation wise, as being spanked in front of regular friends: People that I know and have to face everyday. The shame would be intense to have them see me, a grown adult,  get stripped naked, bent over someone's knees and get spanked like a little kid!  Or if they ran across my blog or spanking profiles online, and found out I get off on getting my bare bottom spanked and could look at the naked spanking photos and videos of me that I've posted, over and over again!  If I played the dominant role and gave someone else a spanking, it wouldn't be nearly as embarrassing. But it would be totally humiliating to have my friends find out I'm the submissive one and get sexually turned on getting a spanking!   A photo of me around age 18, desparately in need of a good ass spanking!  At least that's what all my friends thought and wanted to make happen!     A more recent naked picture of me.   Perhaps I'm posting face pictures of myself actually hoping that a regular friend will see them, recognize me and insist on stripping me naked and giving me the humiliating spanking I've always deserved.    As a teen, I certainly enjoyed watching my friends get spanked.  I didn't hide that enjoyment either, which only added to their shame.   I always had a smirk on my face when I watched them get spanked!   They all knew I never got a spanking and really wanted to see me get one, but somehow I always managed to avoid the bare bottom punishment that I often deserved. My friends even wanted to strip me and spank me themselves, but I managed to escape that humiliation too!  I came close to getting a spanking a few times but somehow I always managed to weasel my way out being spanked!  My biggest fear in getting a spanking, was anything to do with spanking always made my dick hard and I was terrified my friends would see my boner and realize I was sexually turned on by spanking!  How could I be aroused by getting my ass spanked?  I probably would have gone through life with the nicknames "boner" and "spanky" if they found out!       Everyone would have laughed so hard, teasing me until eternity!     I always wondered how humiliated my friends were when they saw me smirking when I watched them get a spanking. In fact their humiliation was a major part of what turned me on so much about their spankings!  They never got the chance to see me get spanked but I think it's about high time I was on the receiving end of a humiliating public spanking!   A buck ass naked, bottom blistering spanking, from a regular friend!  Even a spanking in front of other friends! A photo of me over another man's knees getting a naked paddling. Any movement I make causes my genitals to rub against the man's bare leg making the spanking even more humiliating for me as my arousal becomes evident!  Only a boy that deserves to be spanked even harder would get aroused from getting a spanking!   Before I started my blog here, I was always very careful not to show my face in any of my red bottomed photos.   However when I sold my business my "spanking" friend Jordan who has this amazing knack to get me to do risky naked exposure and spanking related things, told me now there's no longer any reason that my face can't be seen in my photos!   I agreed to post a face picture in my spanking profile after the closing,  but I was thinking a fully clothed headshot type picture like a lot of guys post in their profiles.    But Jordan had other ideas.   He tells me "Oh, no.   It has to be a buck ass naked full body shot with your face showing!"    I knew it was useless to try to persuade Jordan to the contrary, so I eventually gave in and found an original picture that I had previously blocked my face out of and updated it with my face showing.   Jordan can get me to do anything even somewhat reasonable, so before I knew it,  I had 5 face pictures posted on my spanking profile!   Who was I to tell Jordan, who got the most humiliating public spankings, that I couldn't post a face picture in my spanking profile!  Once I did that,  the chances were better that someone from "regular life" would recognize me.   Those odds have increased even more since I've posted dozens and maybe hundreds of face pictures in my blog posts from my teens up to the current time.  So my childhood friends that I enjoyed seeing spanked growing up can recognize the older pictures of me.   And the more recent ones would expose my spanking fetish to hundreds of thousands of customers and employees that I did business with before I retired!   There were certainly a few of those college age guys that I worked with that were familiar with spankings at home and wanted to personally give me, the boss a good hard bare bottom spanking themselves.    I've often fantasized about them spanking me and even posted a few of their pictures in the stories in my blog posts!  Perhaps hoping that they might see themselves or me and insist on spanking me!  Like I mentioned in a couple of the stories in my posts, in my younger years, there were a few times a couple of friends started to spank me.  I didn't resist and just ignored them.   It was like when I was a kid and my parents would tell me to ignore someone that was teasing me, saying they will stop.    That never worked when someone was teasing me as a kid, but unfortunately it did work when a buddy was starting to spank me!    I guess he was looking for me to try to resist, or at least was trying to get a reaction out of me, perhaps challenging his dominance!     I was too shy to react, actually hoping he'd get more into it and give me the real spanking I deserved, but to my disappointment he stopped!   So if someone recognizes my photos, I want to make sure they aren't shy about following through and spanking me.  They need to know I deserve a spanking.  They need to know I need a spanking.  And yes they need to know I want the most humiliating bare naked spanking of my life!  A spanking from someone I know! So if you're reading this and happen to recognize me, this next series of posts will describe exactly what you should do to me if you recognize me in my blog photos.  This will be more or less a spanking tutorial so that if you know me and find my blog, there will be no doubt in your mind what you should do to me!  I want to make sure you know it's okay to give me the spanking you've probably always thought I deserved!      Don't be shy, I deserve a most humiliating naked spanking from someone I know, like you!  Someone I have to face on a regular basis.   If you recognize me in these photos and think you would personally enjoy making me endure that ultimate bare bottom humiliation that I seemed to avoid all my life, then don't be shy.   Just call or text me and tell me that my luck has just run out and it's time to pay the piper!  We will both know exactly what that means.  That I'm about to get a very real and very humiliating, bare naked spanking from someone I know! Bring a few other friends with to enjoy the show, adding to my naked shame! You can all take turns spanking my naked ass!  And the next time we see each other we will all think about me getting stripped and spanked and I'll know you can decide to strip me and spank me again whenever you want to!  Getting into position buck ass naked, over the knees of a man half my age!   He loved turning the tables - spanking an older man and making me endure the humiiation of a role reversal spanking!  For him it was pure satisfaction.  To be honest, as humiliating as it was, I loved it too!   Even though I was twice his age, I knew that getting spanked over his knees was right where I belonged!  ​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ In the posts that follow I'll describe some ways to make my punishment as embarrassing as possible for me.   I deserve every bit of the shame a good spanking can bring, but feel free to use any other ways you may know of from personal experience to make my spanking even more humiliating. I firmly believe that there's much more to an effective spanking than just a red sore bottom!    It's the shame of the spanking that is remembered far longer than the sting of a paddle or belt.   Making a spanking humiliating for me is even more important than the spanking itself.   It's that shame that my friends experienced in front of me, that made my dick rock throbbing hard as I watched and grinned and fantasized about being in their place. It's their naked humiliation that I thought about while masturbating after seeing a buddy get spanked!   The shame of a naked public spanking is exactly what I deserve to experience myself!   It's the stripping, positioning and naked public display  that I will remember best!  The biggest factor that curbed my behavior when I was young, was the fear of getting a spanking in front of all my friends. The kind of spankings I so thoroughly enjoyed watching them get!  It's not too late for the tables to be turned and for my naked shame to be the subject of other people's amusement and enjoyment!  So if you recognize me don't be shy!   Tell me it's time for my spanking and be sure to enjoy giving it to me!

One of the things that makes any punishment more effective is making it public by allowing others to witness the offender's comeuppance.  Especially if that punishment is a spanking! It's even more embarrassing for a grown adult to be punished this way!   Yes, if you act like a boy you get treated like a boy - it doesn't matter how old you are!   Yes, It's utterly humiliating for a grown man to be stripped buck ass naked, and bent over another man's knees so his bare bottom can be spanked like a naughty little boy!  The humiliation is driven home, as the witnesses make eye contact with him, seeing the level of pain build as the spanking progresses.  And the "boy" being spanked can see how much the audience is enjoying the show he's putting on.      Not just spanked like a little boy, but my pubes and bottom were shaved right in front of those other men so I would look and feel like a boy too!   And I got lectured like a little kid for everyone to hear!  I felt childish in more ways than one!   Here I am at 57 years old, a grown adult, bent naked over another man's knees for a well deserved punishment spanking in front of eight other men!   I was certainly reduced to the state of a naughty little boy as a lexan paddle lit my bare bottom on fire!.    The other men thoroughly enjoyed hearing the crack of the paddle and my cries of pain!   Oh I tried to remain stoic, but with that lexan paddle being used, in a matter of a few seconds I quickly learned that it was a futile effort!   Before I knew it I was gasping for air and carrying on like a 5 year old.     This was a real punishment spanking for something I did way back in high school and got away without getting any discipline for. That is until this man found out about it and decided to give me the bare bottom spanking my own dad should have given me forty years earlier!   I also managed to escape being paddled in school for it, so he spanked me again, telling me that was the paddling the principal should have given me in school when I returned to class!  This spanking was bare naked and delivered hard and fast, right from the start, for maximum effect.     My face contorting in pain as the paddle made rapid fire contact with my bare naked bottom. Oh what an amusing sight it must have been for those other men watching.   After they heard me confess what I did, I'm sure they all felt that a harsh spanking was exactly what I deserved, and they were looking forward to seeing me get it!  I looked up at them a few times as I got that spanking.  Some of them were in awe that I was being spanked so hard.  Others had a smug smirk of satisfaction on their faces knowing I was getting exactly what I had coming to me!  A long overdue authentic punishment spanking!    My fingers barely touching the ground and my legs kicking as that lexan paddle lights an inferno on my bottom!   After the spanking was over, I realized just how ridiculous I looked, a grown man getting a childish over the knee spanking with everyone watching!  However while I was getting spanked, all I could think about was how much it hurt and I could only hope the spanking was going to end soon, but it felt like it went on for an eternity!         Not only did I get spanked with the paddle that day, but I also got my first taste of a cane!   Before the spanking started my crotch and butt were shaved, to reduce me to the state of a hairless little boy!  I felt completely exposed as I stood to get spanked with the cane.  My bald boy parts were flopping around for amusement of those watching as I did the spank dance as the cane sliced into my already red and sore bottom!    You can see me raising myself up on my toes as the sting of the cane builds.       My well spanked bottom after getting the punishment spanking I deserved since high school.  It was forty years overdue but it was well delivered!   There were a few angry red cane lines when the spanking was finished and I felt it when I sat down for days.  Both the intensity of the spanking and the audience seeing my face of pain and shame made my punishment complete.  I have to admit that I truly got a long overdue punishment!   When I created this post in my original spanking blog, I debated for weeks, whether or not to publish it,  This was the first time I posted naked close up photos of myself with my face so clearly exposed while getting a spanking!  It was exciting being exposed like that online for everyone to see yet it was also frightening that someone from "vanilla life" might see these pictures, recognize me and realize that as an adult, I get my bottom spanked like a naughty little boy!  Perhaps I secretly want that to happen.  I couldn't help but think about the real consequences that might be in store for me if that happened, and the reality of that got me even more excited!   I decided that in my next few posts, I should write details explaining exactly what those "vanilla" friends should do to me if they were to find blog, so nothing would be left to chance!  After all I wouldn't want them to have second thoughts about confronting me  and giving me the humiliating spanking I've been craving!   They should certainly spank me in the most humiliating ways, to make my shame complete!  These next few posts will serve as a "spanking tutorial" so that if someone recognizes me, they will know exactly what to do!  I want them to know exactly what I need and deserve!   I don't want there to be any doubt in their mind they should give me a humiliating public spanking!    Naked and fully exposed for everyone to see!  Face and all!       

Just noticed that Traditional School Discipline blog has been removed....too bad.

Another true story . . . Again I was in college at the time living at home and my younger brother was in high school. I don't remember if I ditched school that day or was done early, but I was horny like most college boys,and got out my porn collection.  But unlike most college boys back then, my porn colletion consisted of male spanking and bondage magazines.  It made me so horny looking at the photos of the young guys in the publications all tied up with red spanked asses thinking about being in their place, and having someone tie me up and spank me.   I think my fascination with bondage started with television shows where guys got tied up.  Even shows like the original Batman series.  How many times did Batman and Robin get tied up by the villans? Yes even when I was a young boy and I saw Robin's butt in those tight skimpy shorts, I often thought about him getting a spanking!      Or the old westerns, only I thought about being stripped naked for maximum humiliation too!   Although what really fueled my kinky bondage fantasies was my friend Richard that I spoke of in a couple other blog stories.  For those of you that didn't read them, he's the one that would lock up his friends in handcuffs, strip them and spank them!    So when I found these magazines I was probably imagining Richard doing the things in the magazines to me and having to accept my fate of being humiliated naked in front of the entire group of our friends!   Yeah there were pictures and stories of guys all tied up getting there asses spanked, helpless to do anything but accept their fate, just like I imagined happening to me!  My bondage fetish was definitely developing at the time.   I guess part of what fueled my spanking fantasies is that several of my friends knew that  I'd never been spanked before, and  told me how they wanted to strip me naked, tie me up and spank my ass raw.     They never heard of anyone like me that never got a spanking and wanted the personal satisfaction of being the ones to change that!   Richard in particular wanted to spank me in public!  He was the one who told me he was going to handcuff me naked to a street light pole and leave me there with a red spanked ass and a paddle laying next to me!   He said he was going to watch from the distance to see how many people walking by would pick up the paddle and spank me again, betting that a lot of them would give me another spanking!  RIchard loved making his friends suffer naked public humiliation and he was as much into spanking as I was. Only he was bold enough to act on his desires of dominance and control and enjoyed making others suffer under his control!  Richard was a devious kid and he got spanked a lot at home and went to a Catholic seminary prep school and got spanked bare in school too!  So he knew first hand about public spanking humiliation and enjoyed making his friends endure it too!   Richard understood how humiliation made a spanking much more effective!   He knew from personal experience what it was like to get spanked bare in front of his classmates and siblings, and wanted me to find out what it was like to get a public spanking too!   He often told me just how much he wanted to strip me and spank me and doi it in front of other people!  I didn't realize it at the time, but he was just as turned on by public spanking humiliation as I was!  If I could go back in time I'd let him strip me and spank me so that both of us, and all of our friends could enjoy my naked shame. I wanted to endure that shame as much as he wanted to inflict it on me, but was too shy to let them see it gave me a boner!  Now that I realize other guys are turned on by spanking too so I wouldn't care!  it's part of the experience.    I would bet Richard had a boner in his pants too as he spanked his friends just like I did watching him spank them!  Richard actually had a pair of real police handcuffs that he used to restrain his friends so he could spank them without them fighting back. I posted another version of this photo before but here's an actual picture of my friend Richard handcuffing another friend to an old tire when we were on a camping trip.  With his hands in cuffs, the guy was helpless to stop Richard from pulling down his pants and spanking him bare right in front of all of us.  Although it was anyone's guess when Richard was going to come after any of us, everyone else was laughing and glad it wasn't them this time!  Richard had a short little strap that was about 14 inches long that looked like it was cut off of a wide leather belt.  It was a perfect length to give an over the knee spanking with.  It was thick too, and from the reactions of those Richard spanked,  it seemed to hurt plenty!   Yeah, Richard brought that leather strap and his handcuffs with him whenever we went camping. You can see the terror in the guy's face as he waits for Richard to de-pants him!  He knows it's coming.   He knows he's going to be bare ass and he knows he's going to get spanked in front of everyone!   His face definitely burned with shame after Richard was done with him. The rest of the guys, relieved it wasn't them getting spanked, thought it was hilarious!  I admit I thought it was funny too, but what I was really soaking up was the utter humiliation of the guy without any pants on getting a humiliating spanking in front of us all!   I'm sure I wouldn't have thought it was so funny if it was me with my hands cuffed through that tire, and my pants and briefs got pulled off of me so that I could be spanked bare in front of everyone!  Richard was tall and skinny and had a sweet little butt. One of those small little butts that turned me on so much.  When I'd see Richard's butt in the shower, I often wondered what that little heinie of his looked like when he got spanked bright red!  Come to think of it I never did see Richard get spanked!   He was always the one doing the spanking! Although it was definitely a small compact target that was ripe for a spanking itself. Richard in the yellow shirt after he handcuffed another friend to an old tire before he pulled his pants and briefs off and spanked him on a camping trip in front of all of us.  At the time my own bondage fetish was just developing and I didn't realize that Richard was just as kinky as I was.   Too bad I didn't realize he was into the same things.   We could have probably had a lot of fun together!  If only I wasn't so self conscious about my boner!   What I feared more than anything, was my friends finding out that being stripped, tied up or spanked, gave me a raging boner!     It's what kept me from seeking a spanking in my teens and young adult years.    So that's my background about bondage, and now back to when I put myself in bondage and couldn't get loose.   I was naked as usual when I was looking at the spanking and bondage magazines I had out.   For me spanking and bondage just went together and frat hazing was an added bonus.  I was so turned on when I saw the Bound and Gagged Magazines about Fraternity Hazing!   Right before my eyes was an entire magazine about college pledge boys getting their asses paddled by their frat brothers!   I can't tell you how many times I fantasized about going through the humiliation of naked hazing rituals and initation ceremonies.  There was a lot of frat paddling and hazing that went on when I was a college student.   Again my fear of getting a boner whie it happened kept me from joining a fraternity, even though the humiliation of getting that boner in front of everyone was what turned me on the most!   It wasn't until I was in my mid twenties and saw these magazines that I realized other guys got boners when they endured that type of humiliation.    I remember the first time I saw gay spanking and bondage magazines.  It felt so good knowing that I wasn't the only guy whose dick got hard when they saw another naked guy getting his ass spanked. And that there were other guys whose dicks got hard when they got tied up and got spanked! I had a raging boner as I flipped through the pages of the magazines looking at all the bound naked guys getting spankings. I can only imagine the fun Richard or my other friends would have with my naked ass if they caught me masturbating to spanking porn!   A photo of me masturbating while looking at my spanking porn.   As I sat in my room, looking at the magazines, the photos below were the ones I was looking at as I stroked my dick thinking how hot it would be, to be in their place having my own friends tie me up and spank me! I was sure that if I got spanked by Richard and my dick got hard, he would be bold enough to grab me by my boner like the guy in this photo!  Just thinking how our friends would laugh just made my dick even harder!    I remember going to visit those Colonial American towns with the pillories set up in the town square.   I thought I was the only one that imagined someone in them buck ass naked getting a public ass beating.   One of the drawings in the magazine had that very scene portrayed!   I could only imagine how utterly humiliating it would have been to be locked naked in a pillory in the town square filled with neighbors and friends enjoying the show as I squirmed and cried out as my ass was lit on fire with a paddle or strap.    Or as I were tied naked to a whipping post for punishment.  In this drawing it would have been much better if the guy wasn't blindfolded so he could see how much fun everyone was having at his expense!     My dick always got hard when I thought about being in a situation like that myself.   I did get spanked naked in a pillory years later, but unfortunately not in public!    The expression on the guy's face as he's pulling this guy's pants down showed the enthusiasm on the faces of my friends when they talked about stripping and spanking me.   I always wondered if the coaches in school enjoyed paddling a guys ass.  I wondered if their own dicks got hard as they were spanking guys in school.   I know I got a boner watching them spank someone!  They certainly seemed to enjoy making a show out of paddling a guy! I was really glad to find the Pledges and Paddles issues because fraternity hazing always turned me on.  When I was in college, fraternities still paddled their pledges and naked hazing rituals were a real thing. Those rituals were right up my alley not only because those fraternities stripped pledges naked and spanked them, but because the hazing activities were designed to make a pledge's dick get hard to humiliate him in public for the entertainment of everyone else!  It was everything I feared growing up!  And those frat boys didn't seem to mind letting everyone see that paddling a pledge gave them a boner too!       My parents never spanked me growing up and this was 20 years before I got my first real spanking, so I spanked myself out of desperation.  I wanted to know what a spanking might feel like! One of the reasons I feared a spanking so much is that my virgin ass had never even been hand spanked before. I had no idea what a spanking would be like, either pain wise or emotionally.    And just in case Richard ever spanked me, I didn't want to bawl like a baby in front of everyone when I got spanked for the very first time, so I spanked myself so I'd have a basic idea of what a spanking might be like!  I loved watching my friends get spanked and wanted a spanking so bad, but i was too chicken to actually do something that would have earned me a real spanking on purpose!  In fact I was never really publically disciplined in front of anyone in any way, so if I ever got a public spanking as a teen, I probably would have started crying before the spanking even started, just from the humiliation of it all! Again back to that fateful day when I put myself in bondage.  I definitely had bondage in mind as I was looking through the Bound and Gagged magazines that day, but first I needed to make my fantasies a little more real, so I took my Jokari paddle and spanked my own ass until it was bright red.  I've often thought how humiliating it would be to get caught naked spanking my own ass!  I've often fantasized about someone catching me and telling me to continue while they watched. Imagine being forced to spank myself in front of whoever caught me just to humiliate me further!   Of course after a while they would take the paddle, pull me over their knees and personally spank my ass raw for real!  But not until I thoroughly humiliated myself! A photo of me spanking my own ass.  I always got completely naked when I self spanked so there would be a greater risk of being caught.  It wouldn't be easy to hide what I was doing by just pulling up my pants.  Sometimes I left my clothes in another room or on another floor of the house.  It made it more risky and more daring!   It would be so embarrassing for someone to find out I was so desparate for a spanking that I was paddling my own ass!    By the time my ass was good and sore, I laid a couple pillows on the center of my bed and climbed up on top of them to raise my bottom high in the air. Then I got out my handcuffs.    I bought a set of real handcuffs so that I'd have a key in case Richard locked me up in his hand cuffs, to strip me and spank me in front of all our friends!  Or at least that's what I told myself!   The clerk at the police supply store just smirked when he asked which police department I was with and I told him I wasn't with one.   He knew they were for bondage play!  I wonder if he knew naked spanking would be involved too?   (And yes, Richard was with me when I bought the handcuffs).  Also in the photo is the paper clip I later found out could be bent into a key if a key wasn't handy.   Yes a pair of real police handcuffs can be opened with a paper clip!  Even if the safety lock is engaged.  As you can see these handcuffs got a lot of use.  I did end up losing one of the two keyts, but these handcuffs are almost 50 years old!      The handcuffs I bought at the Police Supply store.   It's a store where actual police officers went to buy uniforms and equipment.  The paper clip I bent into a key when I lost the key for a while.  When your hands are in cuffs they can't get in the way during your spanking.   Being spanked in bondage has always turned me on.  It makes me feel more helpless and vulnerable.  My dick leaks precum whenever I'm tied down for a spanking. Especially if my dick and balls are pulled back between my legs so that they're on display for everyone to see.   A photo of me tied to a spanking bench for a spanking.   Everything is exposed.  My leaking dick and balls, even my exposed butt hole!   So after I put the pillows on my bed, I found some binder's twine, and tied a length of twine around each of the legs of my bed and then tied slip knots at the other end for my feet to go into.   I figured I could slide them back open again after I ejaculated!   Binder's twine is a thin, scratchy, frayed rope that's used to tie packages, tie down your car trunk when something inside is too big to close the trunk, or it's used to hold hay bales together. And in this case it was used to tie my naked ass to the bed!    What binder's twine looks like.  It's a thin, cheap, rough, scratchy rope.  It's what I used to tie my feet to the bed. My paddle, the key to the handcuffs and the magazines were on the floor, out of my reach, but clearly in view. Again that made things more daring, risky and exciting for me!  I climbed up on the bed and put my feet into the loops tied with slip knots and cinched the knots tight around my ankles. Then I grabbed my handcuffs and cuffed my hands behind my back and started humping the pillows like I usually do when I jack off. This is when you hope someone doesn't walk in the door!    It seems someone always walks in at the worst possible time when you're masturbating!     A humiliating GIF of me masturbating with a red spanked ass. Being spanked for being caught masturbating to spanking porn would be a perfect punishment for a boy like me!  Just picture a spanker smacking my ass while I'm humping pillows like I am in the photo!  Every time I thrust my ass up he brings the paddle down!  The faster i hump the faster he paddles!   I can only imagine how hard my friends would have laughed if they caught me masturbating like this, finding out I got off on being spanked!!!    I wouldn't have had to spank myself anymore,  they would have been sure to give me plenty of spankings, on a regular basis, if they caught me!    As I humped my pillows, I thought about me being in those scenarios pictured in the bondage magazines. It didn't take me long to c.u.m and after laying there a few minutes I got up and sat back on my heels. With my hands still in cuffs behind my back, I tried loosening the slip knots. They wouldn't budge! While I was masturbating, I was tugging on the twine and struggling to get out of the cuffs, trying to see what it would feel like to be bound and helpless having someone spank me. I guess with my feet pulling against the twine, the knots tightened too much. With that twine being so thin and rough,  the slip knots on my ankles were just not going to loosen up!  I struggled for about 45 minutes trying to get free but it was useless - the knots were just too tight and the key to my handcuffs was there teasing me but out of reach!  Yes I purposely left the key out of reach to make things more realistic and more exciting!  I was now regretting doing that and it wasn't very exciting anymore! I literally was laying on the bed naked with a red spanked ass, bound to tthe bed and my hands cuffed behind my back. I was staring at the clock watching the minute hand get closer and closer to the time my brother came home from school. To make matters worse my little brother usually brought a couple friends home from school with him! The Jokari paddle was still laying on the floor just waiting for them to use on me. The gay spanking and bondage magazines were laying there next to the paddle. This was going to be totally humiliating and would only get worse! I had actually given up trying to get free and was laying there naked waiting for the inevitable.  I had accepted the fate that awaited me!   The fact that I was going to be caught naked and my spanking and bondage fetishes were going be exposed. I was sure I was going to  be getting that real spanking I craved and deserved when my little brother and his friends found me.   It didn't seem like so much fun anymore, especially after I ejaculated!   The worst part was that I was going to be spanked by my little brother and his buddies! I would be teased for eternity!  And I was sure they would be smart enough to tell me that I'd have to let them spank me again whenever they wanted to or they'd tell everyone how they found me!  Although I was pretty sure they were going to tell just about everyone anyway.  A photo of me the way my little brother and his friends would have found me. Except my wrists would have been in handcuffs and my ankles would have been tied to the legs of the bed!  Oh they could have had so much fun with my naked red ass making it even redder with that paddle!   This was before the era of digital cameras and cell phones so at least I had that going for me. However they would have had at least 3 hours to torment me and spank my naked ass until my parents came home from work!  Then I started to wonder if they'd untie me after they were through or leave me that way for my parents to find me too!    It was almost time for the school bus to drop my brother off at the corner.  What I didn't realize until the last few seconds was that I was able to back myself over the end of the bed and stand on the floor because the binders twine was looped around the legs of the bed and not tied to the to of the foot board. Doing that gave me about 3 feet of slack on the twine and I was able to scoot under the bed and lift it with my thighs and let the twine slip off the legs of the bed. Luckily I tied a bowline knot - a loop that didn't slip and tighten around the legs of the bed. Thank God for those Boy Scout knots!  The taut line hitch I used around my ankles was supposed to slide and loosen up, but because it was done with binders twine instead of rope, it got too tight and wouldn't loosen. At least not with my hands behind my back in handcuffs.  My brother and two of his friends literally walked in just as I got the twine off my feet and my hands out of the cuffs! I scrambled to find a pair of shorts to put on (there was no time to put on any underwear) and hide the paddle and all the gay spanking and bondage magazines. I literally shoved that stuff under my mattress just as they walked down the stairs and into the area where I was tied naked to the bed, just seconds before. I was still shirtless and barefoot when then found me. Oh what fun they would have had if I was just ten seconds slower getting loose! I could have been naked, with a bright red spanked ass and my hands cuffed behind my back, feet tied spread eagle to the bed, with my spanking porn and a paddle laying out next to me and c.u.m. soaked Kleenex laying on the bed! Those magazines would have given them lots of good ideas of what to do with me!  I'm sure they would have put that paddle to good use.    My brother's friends all got spanked at home and they would have loved to have the opportunity to spank an older guy like me. I remember the time in grade school that my best friend's dad, spanked his older brother with a belt while I was there. We couldn't see it but it was sure fun to hear his older brother beg and scream as his dad blistered his ass with the belt! He was so embarrassed to look at me afterwards knowing his little brother's friend heard him get spanked!  The pictures below make me think of my brother's friends deciding to untie my feet but leaving my hands cuffed behind my back and  then dragging me outside to the yard for some naked public exposure.  Perhaps retying me naked outside! I'm pretty sure I would have had a boner like the guy in the photo above if I were naked and at the mercy of my little brother and his friends!    I pictured the caption in the photo below going through  the minds of my little brother's friends if they found me spanked and tied naked to the bed. I changed the striked through portion of the caption a little bit to fit the scenario.   I'm sure my own friends would have enjoyed catching me like that too!  Everyone thought I needed a spanking and they were probably right!   I narrowly escaped getting caught and having all these things happen to me that day.  If I was ten  seconds slower getting loose, it would have been a different story!  The thought of it happening turned me on in an incredible way and  I jacked off thinking about what could have happened many times! I escaped fate that day, like I always seemed to do,  but I always say it's only going to be a matter of time.  One of these days my luck is going to run out and I am going to get caught naked with a red spanked ass! When it does happen , I hope whoever finds me insists on giving me the real humiliating spanking I deserve!  Perhaps it will even be a public spanking!  This time I promise I won't even try to get out of it!  Even I know I deserve every bit of both the spanking and the humiiation!  

Here's another true story from my youth.   I was in college at the time and one weekend, I decided to go cross country skiing with my friends Matt and Pete.   I talked about them in the post about Spanking:  What Got Me Into It Part 6. These two guys were definitely familiar with spanking and really wanted to see me get one.  When I left, my mom and my aunt  were down in the basement, which was where my room/man cave was, cleaning stuff up.  We were gone all day and after I got home, like usual after spending the day with Matt and Pete, and looking at their butts all day, and knowing how much they got spanked,  I decided to get my spanking porn from it's hiding place and jack off. My friends Matt and Pete, with the kind of smirks that would have spread across their faces if they ever got to give me the spanking they always thought I deserved.  And I'm sure they would have insisted that I was naked when they gave it to me.   Thinking about it now it was really a pretty stupid place to put my spanking porn.  Back then my room was in a finished basement and I had one section set up as an office area with a desk and file cabinets.  I shared one of the file cabinets with some old work papers of my mom's. My mom had retired from her job about 10 years before and never went into that cabinet.  She had the bottom three drawers and I used the top two.  Well way in the back of her first drawer, the third one down, I put my collection of spanking porn behind where the movable file holder was that kept the files tight.  Hey she hadn't been in those drawers for over ten years. Well I went into the drawer to get my porn so I could look at pictures of guys getting their asses spanked and to my shock they weren't there!    That's when I remembered my mom and aunt were cleaning the basement that morning!  I checked the back of my own drawer and found them there.  I would have never put them there because my friends sometimes went into my file drawers to get stuff out and I didn't want them inadvertantly stumbling across it! I got that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach!  My spanking fetish was exposed!   If I had looked in the mirror my face would have been as red as the asses of the guys in the magazines! Immediately I started to try to figure out a way to try to explain why I had bought spanking magazines and hid them in my mom's file cabinet.  My mom had to have found them and moved them, getting that smut out of her file drawer.  They were in a 9x12 Tyvek envelope but she had to look at them in order to know they were mine and move them!  I'm really surprised she just moved them and didn't throw them out or take them to confront me about it!  I took the magazines out to remind myself just how embarrassing the stuff was that she saw.   Some of the magazines were from the old gay spanking video company Control T Studios.   The magazine was called "Spankography".   Just looking at the covers of the magazines  was humiliating enough!  My face was burning with shame, thinking about my mom and aunt looking at these magazines, and knowing they were mine!       Yeah there were naked guys on the covers getting their asses spanked!    Their dicks and balls were showing and their butts were spanked bright red!   Although my parents threatened me with spankings growing up, they never actually spanked me. I couldn't help but wonder if my mom was thinking if she had spanked me, perhaps I might not be so interested in this filth!   And perhaps some "College Discipline" like the one cover mentioned, was exactly what I needed!  Then I opened up a few of the issues and the pictures they would have seen inside were even more humiliating than the ones on the covers!      There were pictures of guys naked over other guy's knees getting their asses spanked.     There was a picture of a guy having his butt cheeks spread wide apart to expose his hole. His balls dangling between his legs.   A photo of a guy in the classic grab your ankles - assume the position pose, naked with his dick and balls dangling between his  legs and the look of painful agony on his face!   There was even a photo of a naked guy kneeling on a chair, gagged with his dirty undies, his butt hole and balls in full view as another guy abused his ass with a paddle!    My face turned red with shame when I saw a photo of a guy being held in place for his spanking by his boner and thought about my mom and aunt looking at the picture in shock knowing I was turned on by this stuff!     My face burned with shame again when I saw photos of guys made to spread their own butt cheeks apart so they could be spanked in the tender area between their cheeks and on right on their butt holes!    I wondered if when my mom saw this photo if she wanted to make me spread apart my ass cheeks like that so she could spank me right on my dirty filthy pucker!  How would I ever face her and my aunt again?  And I wondered if she showed these magazines to my dad?    It was hot looking at these pictures when I was jacking off, but it was total humiliation knowing my mom and aunt saw them! Yeah it was pure humiliation thinking of the shock my mom and aunt endured as they flipped the pages and realized I wanted to be spanked just like the guys in these pictures!    How was I ever going to face them now?    What were they thinking of me?  Then to make things even worse I started reading some of the text in the magazines next to the photos.  My face burned with even more shame as I imagined my mom and aunt reading the text too!     Well I thought that maybe, they would think I like to dish out spankings to other guys.   That wouldn't be as bad as them knowing the truth, that I'm the one that gets off on getting my ass spanked!     But as I looked through more magazines in the envelope I realized my Fem Dom magazines were in there too with women spanking naked men!    No there wouldn't be any doubt in their minds that I was the one that wanted to BE spanked!     There were pictures of a young guy laying naked over a woman's knees getting spanked with a hairbrush while her friend looks on and enjoys the show.    Pictures of a naked guy bent over the back of a chair getting his bottom spanked with a wooden paddle.    Even a picture of a guy enduring the shame I feared most.  Standing there buck ass naked with his boner bobbing in the breeze as he's scolded and told he's told he's going to be bent over her knees and spanked like a naughty little boy.  No siree, there would be no doubt in their minds, that I was the one that wanted to get my bottom blistered with a humiliating naked spanking!   The only question would be would they see to it that I got what I fantasized about?  Would they see to it that I got that spanking, including all the humiliation that went with it!, just like those guys in the magazines?     I spent an hour or two sick to my stomach wondering how I was ever going to explain why I had these magazines and even worse why I wanted someone to spank me.    Finally I decided to just go upstairs and face the music. I was so nervous and my face burned with shame as I walked up the stairs.  Would they yell at me?   Would they spank me?   If there was ever a time I deserved to be spanked this was one of them!   My mom and aunt were in the living room so I walked in and said hello.   I was waiting for the bomb to drop!    It seemed a little awkward but they didn't say anything, but we all knew I liked seeing guys getting stripped naked and being spanked!  .  My dad was in the den so maybe they showed my spanking porn to him and I wondered if he was going to give me the spanking I craved for so much.  I walked into the den and said hello to him but he didn't say anything about what my mom and aunt found either.  I was a little relieved but also a little disappointed,  Disappointed that now that the cat was out of the bag I still didn't get the spanking I obviously deserved!  I went back to my room in the basement. My mind was racing with thoughts of getting the spanking I always fantasized about!   I started thinking maybe they are going to wait until the next time Matt and Pete come by and show them what they found and spank me in front of them, to totally humiliate me! A naked public spanking is what I really craved and deserved!  That might cure me, or maybe not!   I was terrified but my dick was rock throbbing hard at the same time!    I decided I needed to get off so I looked through some of the magazines and jerked off.     The next day I waited for someone to say something and again, nothing.   That night Matt and Pete came over and I figured I was going to be humiliated right in front of them.   I figured my mom would take out the magazines and show them to my buddies, letting them know I got sexually turned on by being spanked!    The same buddies that wanted to see me get spanked like they got spanked!   The same buddies that wanted to spank me themselves. I thought about the shame of them helping undress me and holding me down for my spanking   I'm sure they would have thoroughly enjoyed stripping me naked and forcing me to submit to a very embarrassing spanking! Yeah, I deserved to be stripped naked and bent over my parents knees for a spanking right in front of my friends.  I deserved to look up and see the smirks of satisfaction on my buddy's faces as I bucked and squirmed from the sting of the paddle, knowing I was finally getting the spanking they always wanted to see me get!  And I deserved to be kept naked as they hung out with me so the humiliation could sink in!   I kept waiting for the punishment that I deserved,  but nothing happened that night either!  Days went by, then months, but nothing was ever said! I think my mom was just as humiliated as I was to bring it up!    But her and my aunt definitely knew.  They knew I was a spanko!  They knew I wanted to be stripped naked and be given a good hard spanking!  And they saw all those photos of naked guys getting spanked with their dicks hard, their balls dangling down and their butt holes in plain view!  They knew those photos turned me on and they knew I craved a humiliating, naked spanking in front of other people!    ​ A couple older pictures of me with paddle in hand, stroking my dick, and sniffing my skidmarked undies. My spanking porn collection and spanking paddles laying out all around me. Yes the aroma of ass crack made me think of naked butts and naked butts made me think of spanking!   I often thought of Matt and Pete walking in on me and catching me like this, sniffing my own dirty undies or theirs!   After enduring the humiliation of explaining to them that I think about guys spanking me, I'm sure I'd see the smirks spread across their faces as they realize my naked ass is theirs to spank whenever they want to. If they caught me, I know they would have made sure I got the spankings I deserved and I wouldn't have had to fantasize about it any longer!  Matt and Pete would not have been too embarrassed to spank me if they found those magazines!   I often fantasized about a friend catching me masturbating with my spanking porn and paddles in front of me and acting out the scenes in the videos and magazines with me on the receiving end of a well deserved and very thorough spanking!     Another older picture of me looking at my spanking magazines wishing someone were there to put that paddle to use and make my bottom red and sore!   To this day I fantasize about a friend finding my spanking profiles, the spanking porn on my computer, and especially my spanking blog with actual photos and videos of me getting spanked by other men. This blog would be the most humiliating for a friend to find because I'm totally exposed in it!   Both mind and body!   My every perverted fantasy and desire is revealed.   I'm sure that eventually someone will find it and if that lucky person is you, make sure I see that smirk of satisfaction spread across your face as you tell me, "Strip!   I want you buck ass naked!   It's time for your spanking!"   When I hear you say those words, I'll know you found my spanking blog.  Every humiliating bit of it.  You will have read how I fantasize about a strict man stripping me naked, bending me over his knees and spanking me, a grown adult, just like a naughty boy! At that point there's only one thing I can do and that's start taking my clothes off!   Yes  a humiliating buck ass naked spanking is exactly what I crave. It's what I need.  It's what I deserve!   And don't let me weasel my way out of it like I did so many times as a teen. Perhaps you should bring some other friends with too to add to my humiliation.   If necessary, they can forcibly strip me and make sure I submit to the spanking!    Make the spanking as embarrassing as possible for me, by exposing me like all those guys in the magazines!   Make sure my dick and balls are exposed while you spank me and that my legs are spread wide apart so my butt hole is showing too.   But most of all make sure my face can be seen by anyone watching me get spanked, so I can see how much they are enjoying my humiliation and that itself will drive my shame home!  Yes that's exactly the kind of spanking I deserve.   Perhaps I created my blog so you would find all the naked photos and videos of me getting spanked. So don't be shy, I deserve the ultimate humiliation of being stripped buck ass naked and getting spanked by someone I know and have to face everyday! Yes I hope you will thoroughly enjoy giving me the humiliating spanking I deserve and that you'll make sure I know you're enjoying every bit of my naked shame!  And when it's over we'll both realize you can strip me naked and spank me again and again, whenever you feel like it!  

  As we shared last week, the CP Community has experience a great, but inevitable loss this month. Vernon Learoy Tice Jr., age 78, of North Hollywood, California passed away on Monday, August 7, 2023. Founder of Camp Red Tails in Lake County, California, Vern was an (inter)national treasure who repeatedly, year-after-year made a difference in Men and adult boys' lives with his remarkable Camp Red Tails, Mans Hand Film, The Folsom Street Fair Spanking Booth, and much more. In today's post, CP folks far and wide tell the (red) tail as they knew him. We hope you'll share your memories too in the comments or reach out to us by email (link below), so we can add your recollections.  First, let's hear from the current organizers of Camp Red Tails, Danny (writing for the whole CRT crew). "On Vern Tice" From Danny, Camp Red Tails, (Saratoga Springs, California) In the night between August 6th and August 7th, 2023, Vern Tice – founder of Camp Red Tails and beloved friend to those who attend it – passed out of this world and into a state I prefer to call “exploring the What-Comes-Next”. Much as the true substance of a sentence are its words and not the period at its end, I would rather focus on the man Vern was – what he meant to those who knew him and the legacy he built for those kindred spirits like him – and not belabor his departure from this mortal coil.  Having known him for over half of my 52 years, I will forever regard Vern Tice as one of the most generous and kind souls that has ever been, and yet those terms – “generous” and “kind” – don’t feel like they’re doing justice to describing just how much Vern not only embodied these concepts, but also lived by them and carried them out.  Serving Our Community, Our Nation After serving in our country’s military during the Vietnam War, Vern spent countless hours and energy in the ensuing years battling to create a safe and thriving environment for his communities – the gay community and the kink-community, often at the same time.  One of Vern’s most publicly recognized endeavors was the running of the Man’s Hand Spanking Booth at the annual Folsom Street Fair. For over fifteen years, Vern created a Hands-On experience for both novices and the experienced “Old Guard” to “dip a toe” in the kink scene and community, all while raising thousands upon thousands of dollars for the AIDS Emergency Fund, so those experiencing HIV could receive financial aid for much needed medical treatments, housing, and services.  It was at the second such Spanking Booth that I met Vern Tice. At a time when I was new to not only the kink community but expressing myself as a gay man, Vern’s friendship and mentoring gave me the confidence and guidance to begin navigating the ensuing years. Vern’s friendship also brought me into the company of other kind-hearted and kink-hearted men such as himself, forging a community of mutual support and friendship.  Creating Community: Camp Vern’s passion was Camp Red Tails. He envisioned and then created a safe, immersive event where kinky-minded, spanking-enthusiast people could walk the walk and be as we truly are. An oasis of fun and friendship within the remainder of the mundane and vanilla year. Everyone at Camp Red Tails was greeted by Vern’s enormous smile and hearty hug. Vern’s annual year-long preparations made Camp Red Tails a place many call “home”. And each year, Vern’s sole endeavor for Camp was to ensure those attending were having a good time, putting his own enjoyment as secondary. He was happy as long as we were all happy, regardless of how much or how little he played himself. Camp Red Tails is able to continue and thrive primarily due to the blueprint than Vern created, and it will continue on thusly. As, over the subsequent 12 years, my first significant relationship quickly turned parasitic and abusive, Vern made sure there was always a place for me at Camp Red Tails -- an escape from my woes to regroup and regenerate my energy and my sanity. Vern never gave up on me at any point over those twelve years, time and again giving me his ear, his shoulder, his support, and his enormous heart until eventually I learned the courage to make the right decisions for myself and leave the bad situation. So for me, Vern and Camp Red Tails were literally life-altering, possibly even life-saving. And mine is no doubt just one story in a library of lives affected and improved by Vern. And for this, Vern has achieved the status of Saint in my eyes.   Radically Progressive It could also be said that Vern was generous to a fault. Once you knew Vern, he would bend over backwards to make sure you were doing well. Many, many of us were afforded free entry to camp at times when we perceived our financial situation would not permit it – even in the years when Vern had to dip into his own accounts to finance Camp as a whole. This also extended into his home life, agreeing to foster, feed, and care for countless homeless dogs in his own residence, thereby saving them from euthanization. I am forever in astounded awe at just how selfless time and again Vern was in actual practice.  When you analyze it, you come to realize how radically progressive Vern was.  The First Rule of Camp Red Tails The First Rule of Camp Red Tails, from its very start in 1995, was “Don’t do anything you don’t want to do”. This has, several decades later, become reflected in the #metoo movement’s sentiment “No Means No”.  Unashamedly Himself Vern was also unashamedly and contentedly himself at all times. He was an avid lover of books – novels and stories in leather-bound type – particularly in the Science Fiction Genre. At a time when I kept my true “nerdist” tendencies deeper in the closet than my kink-sexuality, Vern would carry on lengthy and exuberant conversations with me about how the latest episodes of Star Trek or Battlestar Galactica reflected the themes of the works of Jules Vern, Isaac Asimov, and Mary Shelley (the true founder of the Sci-Fi Genre, thank you very much), permitting and encouraging me to expend whatever volume of oxygen on each particular topic or point of discourse as I saw fit, without any hint of shame or changing of the subject.  Vern would seek out new Science Fiction Literature at annual Science Fiction Conventions throughout Southern California and the entire West Coast with his longtime friend Dennis. Vern also maintained his love for the game Dungeons and Dragons. And though I gave up the game in my teen years, I maintained a passion for dragons, unicorns, and all the magical beasties populating the game – a passion Vern encouraged and fostered. And though the wells of pop culture (i.e. the television show “The Big Bang Theory” and so-called “hot” Dungeons and Dragons-playing super celebrities such as Joe Manganiello and Henry Cavil) have mainstreamed “nerd” culture, Vern Tice was decades ahead simply by being unapologetically and unabashedly himself.  A Man Ahead of His Time I feel that to call Vern Tice “ahead of his time” is a disservice; the phrase makes it seem Vern was some passive and hapless time traveler. Change comes when brave people have the strength to hold to and espouse their beliefs and affinities and engender a shift in perception. And whether the context is the aisles of a Science Fiction Library or the playspace at Moonburn, Vern Tice was one such person. And this fellow Jean-Luc Picard quoting, dragon-loving, dog-hugging, power exchanging, spanking-craving self-identifying “nerd” will be forever grateful for predecessors and mentors such as Vern Tice.  Our Job Now: Live Whole-Heartedly These sentences, haphazardly typed onto the page, cannot possibly account for all that Vern Tice’s life encompassed or all that he meant to those whose lives he touched and shaped. But I do know for certain that we can all honor his life and work by following in his very large footsteps and continue to live our own lives as truly and as whole-heartedly as he did.  And to you Vern, wherever you may be exploring now, Camp Red Tails will always be the embodiment of your playful spirit. Please stop in anytime and see how we’re doing.  Sincerely, Dan  ______________________________________ And now some remembrances from Vern's friends, admirers, and fans.   From Strictop (North California, US)   I've known Vern for over 25 years.  I first met him at the 2001 Camp Redtails when I thought there was something important in being a 100% spanking top. He and his cohorts (Long Beach Glen, Copper, the Johns, and Dan, to name a few) perpetuated a unique space in Northern California where men could come together and express their shared fascination with spanking and where people like me could explore new ways of being kinky in a totally safe and supportive environment.   Vern had a unique ability to create and/or maintain ongoing events (Man's Hand Films, REDTAILS magazine, Moonburn spanking party, Folsom Street Fair spanking booth, etc.).  He provided an organizational locus where people wanted to gather and play. The mailing list and personals section for REDTAILS were essential means of national and international connectivity throughout the latter part of the 20th Century for men who spank men.  I knew him to be strong-willed, deeply ethical, and committed to creating – and most importantly maintaining – the best play spaces that he could.   Vern was a sweet, kind man who truly cared about his community. It was my great pleasure and privilege to have known and played with him over the course of three decades.   From Daddy Mark (Georgia, US)  Vern was truly a great guy and a trailblazer in his own right. I'll genuinely miss my friend and the unique world of filmmaking he brought to life for us all. On Friday, Aug. 18, we'll share an extra post written by Daddy Mark which will bring more "color" to Vern's film and video work and his CP celluloid legacy. We'll be sure to share that with you all through our social channels as well.  From Ross, (North Carolina, US) My most fond memory of Vern does come from Camp Red Tails.  Each year he would greet the campers with a speech at dinner on the first night.  EVERY year, he would tear up when talking about Camp and how special it was to him, and those who have attended.  They were heartfelt, sincere tears of joy, and remembrance of the amazing people and times that had come before.   He was a true pioneer in our community and a dear friend to many.  From Copper (Los Angeles, Calif) If you haven't already, read Copper's great post about Vern's passing the day he passed away. You can find that here: "In Memory of Gil Connelly" From Tommy (South Carolina, US) Dan's tribute (see above) on the Camp Red Tails site is masterful...and thematically similar to mine.   I know you are not looking for an analysis but for little kernels of memory.  Vern (Gil) was not so much spawner of fantastic stories. Most remember him for his convictions, vision, and warmth... On Thursday, we'll share much more from tommy! Be sure to tune in for that. See you on Thursday for his deep dive into the life and times of Vern Tice. From John & John (New York, US) Vern was the creative genius behind Camp Red Tails as well as Man’s Hand Films and The Man’s Hand Spanking Booth at Folsom Street Fair.   We are all the beneficiaries of Vern’s hard work on Camp Red Tails which he looked at as labor of love, as well as the vision and integrity he used to run it. We were honored when Vern entrusted Camp to the three of us (including Dan, see Dan's post above). We are committed to keeping his legacy and vision alive. It was by Vern’s doing that Camp Red Tails became the “magical” place it is today.  Vern's spirit will always be in our hearts and a part of Camp Red Tails.   A big spank you (errrr...thank you!) to all who contributed to today's and the posts on this coming Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday.   Please comment below or email us with your ideas aok4otk@aol.com or cornertimeconf@gmail.com ______________________________________ Follow Cornertime Confidential Wherever You Are: Tumblr  ∙  SouthSpanking ∙  Twitter  ∙  WordPress  

Another post from a few years ago from my bdsmlr blog.   While it really does turn me on thinking about it, I've often talked about how humiliated I'd be if a "vanilla" friend found out I was into spanking.  More specifically into being stripped naked and having my own ass spanked!   This is another true story that happened just a few years ago.   I was texting one of those "vanilla" friends and told him about a tv show I saw that Sunday night called Big Tech Censorship.    I was telling my friend about the television show and he asked me to send him a link.   I sent the link but it was unclear where to click on the screen to see the video of the show so I sent a screen shot of where to click.   I used my cell phone and took a photo of my computer screen. What I didn't realize at the time was I was using the browser I use for my spanking websites and it captured all the tabs that were open in my browser. Tabs of all my spanking websites!  Tabs that revealed to my friend that I surf SPANKING websites!    Male spanking websites!  I realized it a few minutes after I sent him the photo in a text message and by then there was no way of taking it back!   My friend works in the computer and network support industry so he's very computer savvy.   If it was someone else they might not notice or know where to look to find my profiles or blog. It had been about 36 hours at the time I was writing this so I was sure he found it all!   All the embarrassing naked photos and videos I posted of myself being spanked!     Including this post!   Here's what I sent him!    An overview of the screenshot I sent my friend unintentionally showing the spanking websites I've been visiting across the top.   I've always feared this would happen and now my biggest spanking fantasy and worst nightmare might become an utterly humiliating reality!        I'm sure my friend is going to figure out the sites and find my profiles.   But even if he doesn't he'll know I'm into male/male spanking.  The spankthishookups website will tell him that for sure.  There's even a paddle as the Icon of the tab!  A paddle with holes drilled in it that can only be used for one thing - spanking ass!    And then the Bdsmlr tab is right there, clear as day, which will lead him to my blog!     Further down the tabs shown is a tab for my bdsmlr blog, with an icon showing my profile avatar - my own naked ass getting spanked!  Then on the far right is an icon for the male/male spanking story archive website.   Two stick figures.  One guy bent over the knees of another guy getting a spanking.  Yes my friend is going to know I'm a spanko now at the least.   But much more likely he's going to find my spankthis profile and find my blog and will be reading this post and all the other's I'm made!   My ass is going to be so spanked!     It's been about 36 hours now so I'm sure he's figured it out and has seen it all.  Every single picture of me in all my naked red bottomed glory!  Each and every video of me being spanked!  And each text post telling my every fantasy and spanking desire!  He's been to my house and knows where I live, so if he does a search on spankthishookups in my city, it will be very easy to find my profile and see the face pictures I posted over the last couple years.    And that profile name will lead him to my blogs and other profiles with even more humiliating pictures, videos and true stories of the adult spankings I got.     Yes I'm sure he's seen it all by now and I'm sure I'll be completely red faced and burning with shame the next time I see him! Now the real question is, will he act on the knowledge he found? Will he let me know he saw it all?  He should just send me a two word text message by phone simply saying "I KNOW!"    Then my red faced embarrassment will begin in earnest!    Another question I wonder about, is if he would enjoy giving me the totally humiliating spanking that I crave?   The spanking I always feared, but at the same time have been so turned on thinking about! One of my biggest fantasies and scariest nightmares has been about someone that I know finding my profiles and blog and ordering me to strip naked and bend over his knees for the most humiliating spanking of my life!  When I mean a humiliating spanking I mean totally humiliating too.   Having to stand in front of him and confess out loud that I deserve to be punished.   Having to say out loud that the punishment I deserve is a spanking.   A buck ass naked spanking with a paddle and a belt.   Yes having to ask for the spanking and say what I should be spanked with, would make it that much more embarrassing. Perhaps even being pulled by my ear to where he's going to spank me!  Just imagine how my face will burn with shame as he smirks while I have to tell him how much I deserve a spanking and have to beg him for it!   Especially if I've already been stripped naked as I do it.  The spanking might also include naked corner time.  And it will be even worse for me if all that talk about spanking makes my dick hard!     Yes, talking about spanking or just seeing a belt or paddle  or just thinking about getting a spanking, gives me a boner!  I always feared a spanking growing up because of the shame I knew I would endure when my dick got hard while I was being spanked.   Ever since I was a boy and watched all my friends get spanked I wondered how humiliated they felt getting spanked in front of me.    Especially when they had to face me after I saw them get a childish spanking.  I'm sure they weren't enjoying that humiliation, but I sure was enjoying theirs!  Now it's time for the tables to be turned and for someone else to enjoy MY humiliation!   Yes, I've always wondered what it would be like to be spanked in front of others that know me or or to be spanked by someone that I know from everyday life and had to face again on a regular basis.  My spankings in front of others have always been with other guys I knew were into spanking.  That's completely different.  Not nearly as humiliating!  So it would be horribly embarrassing having this friend see the spankings I posted here in my blog.  Since I sent him that photo,  I have to confess I've been thinking about him personally spanking me until I was bucking, squirming and yelping like a naughty little boy!   Knowing that every time he sees me in the future he's going to picture me naked, and bent over his knees with a red hot bottom! Every time we see each other in the future, I'll see the smirk on his face and he'll see the shame in mine knowing he's spanked me!    It will be pure satisfaction for him and pure humiliation for me! Perhaps the time has come.  I've always wondered if a friend found my profiles and blog if they'd want to spank me.   Perhaps now I'll end up getting that totally humiliating spanking from someone I know.   Just like when I sent that text message, there will be no taking any of this back either. My every thought and fantasy is forever exposed, just like all my naked pictures and spanking videos. My friend will definitely have the opportunity to make each and every one of my fantasies become a very embarrassing and utterly humiliating reality.   If he does decide to give me that spanking, there are many things I wonder about.       I decided to include in this post some ideas about how I should be spanked so if my friend sees it he won't be shy about spanking me and making it a very humiliating spanking!   Below are some pictures from some of my spankings that depict some of these things.   Ever since I sent that screenshot, these things have been running wildly through my mind!   All spankings should be given to a guy that's been stripped naked.  Buck ass naked. Completely bare from head to toe, but one of the things I wonder about is how my clothes will come off?    ​ Will I be required to undress myself for the spanking. Some say it's more embarrassing to participate in your own punishment by undressing yourself and willingly presenting yourself bare to the spanker.   Personally I think it's more embarrassing if the spanker undresses me.   It shows I have no control over things I usually do like dressing.   It makes me feel like a little boy having someone else undress me.  Especially if the spanker is much younger than myself!   Another thing I wonder about is if he will sit in an armless chair in the middle of the room and just crook his finger to beckon me over to him and have me willingly drape myself naked over his knees for the spanking of my life? Or will he walk over to me, grab me by the ear and drag me over to the chair and pull me down over his lap.  Holding my ear as the spanking begins to make me feel even more childish?    I wonder if he'll bend me over his knees and spank me with a brush or paddle, making me feel like a naughty little boy.  An over the knee spanking is humiliating because of the direct body contact between the spanker and the spankee.   It brings back memories of a time tested method of childish discipline.  I'm sure I'll be howling, bucking and squirming as the brush sets my bottom on fire and he'll feel every movement I make!     Or will he bend me over the end of a bed and take "the belt" to my bare bottom like TN Mike is doing to me in this photo?  "The Belt" is also a time tested punishment implement that many people feared growing up.  It's something I always feared but never experienced as a kid.  I had one small taste of an effective belting as an adult but have always been curious what a real ass whipping with a belt feels like.      Or maybe he'll put me in the wheelbarrow position.  My dick, balls and hole all within easy reach as I'm spanked.   I'll constantly be thinking how exposed I am and how my "boy parts" are in view and readily available to be played with during the entire spanking!   Or perhaps I'll be spanked in the most humiliating position of all - the diaper position!      A guy's dick, balls and hole are all fully exposed and in plain sight during the spanking.  Not only that but the spanker can watch my face as the heat and sting of the spanking build. He can see just how effective the spanking is, as my face tenses up and contorts from the sting.   Plus I can see can see just how much he's enjoying giving me the spanking.  I can see the infamous  smirk of satisfaction as a paddle does it's job!   In other spanking positions the face isn't visible to the spanker!  But in the diaper position I can be forced to maintain eye contact while I'm getting spanked adding even more to my shame!    It's also the most childish position to get a spanking, upended like a baby getting a diaper changed!  It's especially humiliating for a grown adult to be spanked like this!  There's no modesty whatsoever in this position.  A guy is completely exposed for anyone to see!   In this particular picture my bottom, crack and pubes have been shaved to make it even more humiliating.     I really wonder if my friend would enjoy spanking my bare bottom cherry red and making me experience all this humiliation.  I wonder if my bare naked bottom will finally have to "pay the piper", or if once again I'll escape the ultimate spanking humiliation that I've always fantasized about and feared!  That of being spanked bare by a regular friend.   ​ I debated whether or not to make this post as it will certainly add even more to my humiliation when my friend sees it like I think he will. But I guess that's part of the consequences for what I did!   I'm about 90% certain that he found my profiles and my blog!  I'm 100% sure he at least knows I like being spanked! In a previous post I told you about my friend Matt, picking up a belt off my family room floor and how he came up to me asking if it was my spanking belt.   I told you how he came up behind me and gave me a couple licks with the belt and how I ignored him just hoping he would take the initiative and give me the spanking I craved.  The spanking I knew he always wanted to give me.   However he must have been too shy to initiate the real spanking I knew he wanted to give me!   So this time I'm taking a more proactive approach and coming right out and saying, "I WANT A SPANKING!"   Telling my friend that, "I DESERVE A SPANKING!"  Every humiliating aspect of it. At this point there's no reason at all to try to deny that I'm into being spanked,  so I might as well just make sure he knows that and ask him to spank me!   If my friend has found my blog, he should send me that simple two word text message.   All it needs to say is "I know"!   Then I'll know he's seen me naked and spanked!  I'll know he has seen this post and he knows I want to be spanked!   I'll know that every time I make a blog post in the future he's going to see it and it will add to my shame.  And most of all I'll know that someday when I least expect it, my bare naked bottom just may have to "pay the piper" with the most humiliating spanking of my life!  The rest of the things, like what I'll be spanked with or how I'll be spanked will be up to him and out of my control.   Just the way a spanking should be!     The desire for one guy to spank another crosses all boundaries of sexual preference.  Regardless of whether a guy is straight, bi or gay, most guys truly enjoy stripping another guy bare and giving him a spanking.  I only know two things for sure. One is that every time I get a text message I'll be wondering if it's going to be those two simple words, "I know".  If that's the case, the wheels will be set into motion for my biggest fantasy and worst nightmare to come true!.  The other thing I know is that the next time I see him my face will burn red with shame, knowing not only that he's seen me bare and spanked, but he knows I LIKE being spanked!   Just how shameful and humiliating things will get, will depend on whether or not he chooses to give me the spanking I always managed to avoid in the past! I really don't know how I ever managed to avoid a spanking as a kid.  I guess I was just lucky.  So now only time will tell if my seemingly endless luck has finally run out and if will I experience that ultimate spanking humiliation? Getting spanked naked by a regular friend!  And then will he want to spank me again each time he sees me?   Perhaps when I see him in person next time,  he'll answer my questions by saying another few words, "It's time for your spanking now!" Update:   I never did hear back from that friend but like I say, it's only a matter of time.  What I never realized before is how likely it's going to be by a mistake of my own, like sending that text message that my spanking fetish will be found out!   The more naked pictures I post of myself online, the more chances there are for someone that knows me to see them and recognize me.  When it happens, I certainly  hope my friends don't let me get away with it and insist on giving me that humiliating naked spanking I deserve! 

The Saddest Day in Spanktown An Icon Passes Away* Vernon Learoy Tice, Jr. September 23, 1944 – August 7, 2023     Gil, the Beloved Father of So Many of Us In July 2023 with Copper. Thank you, Copper for this tribute. *A Big thanks to JockSpank for publishing the original from Copper IN MEMORY OF GIL CONNELLY (1944 – 2023) The Male-male Spanking Community has lost yet another pioneer with the passing of Gil Connelly. For over 30-years Mr. Connelly was the owner of Man’s Hand Films, producing, directing, publishing and innovating in the world of male Corporal Punishment. Gil Connelly was born on September 23, 1944, in rural Pennsylvania. He graduated from Penn State, before accepting an ROTC Appointment in the U.S. Army, where he rose to the rank of Major. Over his career, he was based in Korea, Germany, and finally in San Francsisco, where he opted to stay upon his discharge.    While attending a meeting of the 15 Association, he met St. John Leslie-Stuart (aka: David Stuart) who had filmed a number of Spanking videos with Bob Mizer, the founder of the Athletic Model Guild. Stuart invited Gil to assist him shooting new videos for his company, Man’s Hand Films. Teaching him the tricks of the trade, in 1991, Gil directed his first video (“The Nephew”) just months before Stuart died of emphysema, leaving the company to Connelly.   Over the next 30-years, Gil produced more than 125 spanking videos, in addition to publishing Red Tails Magazine. Starting in June of 1992 as “A Spanking and Corporal Punishment Newsletter,” Red Tails would become the longest-running Male-male Spanking magazine, with over 110 issues that featured stories, advice columns, classified ads and original art by many of the most popular Spanking artists.      In addition to the quarterly magazine, Gil also published a series of Spanking Anthologies, a calendar, several books and t-shirts, all celebrating male CP. In reaction to the AIDS crisis, in 1993, the staff of Man’s Hand Films staged a “spanking booth” at the Folsom Street Fair in San Francisco. Modeled after the traditional “kissing booth” at county fairs, at this unique venue fair-goers could give or get a swat with a paddle for one-dollar. All of the money raised at the booth was donated to the AIDS Emergency Fund of San Francisco, and over the following 14-years, more than $66,000 was raised for the charity.       In 1995, Gil Connelly staged an experimental “spanking camp” known as Camp Red Tails in Northern California. The annual camp expanded from a 3-day weekend into a 6-day event that draws participants from around the world. In 2019, Camp Red Tails celebrated its 25th anniversary, and Gil announced that he would no longer be able to host the event. Three regular campers stepped up and agreed to take-over the operation, so Gil’s vision of a Spanking Camp will continue to be held every July long into the future. Having long-battled early stages of dementia, the following January, Gil announced that he was retiring and ending the Man’s Hand Films run. In operation for 36-years, it was longest-lasting male-spanking video company in history. Gil’s imagination and vision made unsurpassed contributions to our community that inspired other companies and will be enjoyed by our community for many years into the future.     Luckily, upon hearing of Gil’s retirement, one friend offered to purchased the publication rights to Red Tails Magazine. Scanning more than 5,500 pages, every issue of the magazine is now available for free at www.gayspankart.com. And while the videos are no longer being sold by the company, a selection of them are available on the SpankThis site, and the Man’s Hand studio on Clips4Sale remains open for the time being. Gil peacefully passed away in his sleep on August 7th, and while he was 78 years of age, his legacy will go on far longer.   Please comment below or email us with your ideas   aok4otk@aol.com or cornertimeconf@gmail.com ______________________________________ Follow Cornertime Confidential Wherever You Are:   Tumblr  ∙  SouthSpanking ∙  Twitter  ∙  WordPress